I'm really feeling deep down right now in my heart ...
I'm goiing to stop toking bout tht anymore . . frm right now onwards ..
I'm sad really , this morning , kept having mood swiing .
I really dunnoh what to do , i felt so ... .....
I dun wan things to turn out lyk this ... bt i dunnohh why .
Honestly , i hate thh life in secondary sch .
Why must they 2 ? put miie on thh spot ? thy dunnohh that they're really wei nan miie ..
One , pulling miie to her , another snatching miie frm her again ..
What's all thiis stupid rubishhh ?????????????????????
Knn . . .
Thhe rest of thh people in my class dint gave miie any probs , they're okay , bt why must we , always , thh chinese gers have prob ?wif one another ? there's onli 6 chinese girls in our class ,..
As lyk , why cant we have peace ? They dun understand miie .
They dun understand miie ..
They dun understand miie ..
They dun understand miie ..
They dun understand miie ..
...
Friday , goes off well for thh PTC :D .
Hengg is Mr khoo tok to my parents uhh , or else, probably die die >< .
Walked wif mum&Dad past thh foryer thr , saw him again , pretended nt tolook at miie .
Why should i look ?
Walked past him , felt lyk ... dunnohh how to say , just knw tht feeling lyk crying .
I REGRETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT SERIOUSLY .
No mood , goiing up thh stairs , and into thh class , i was just starring blankly onto thh ceiling wif no expression lyk an idolt Beside my parents , waiting for mr khoo to end thh conversation wif them .
After tht , went ahma hse .
in thh car , tears began dropping down my face .
Why should i care ?
why should i cry ?
for this kind of person ?
He's nt worth of youhh ,
wake up mannnnn ~~~~
At ahma hse , no mood too , looking kinda siian .
PLayed wif cousins alwhile , went out of thh rm , went into thh kitchen , walked one round ,
Baichi -.- ,
Thnn was bout to walked out , terance came over , and asked miie why i looked siian siian liddat .
I dunnohh how to ans him .
Told myself to forget whole things .
HE'S NT WORTH FOR UR TEARS .

Seriously , dun feel lyk blogging/posting anymore alrdy .
No mood .
Sorry regine, thh quiz i'll do it in my nxt post .
Why why why ?
Why must htings turns out this way ?
Hate sch ,
Hate life ,
Hate loves ,
Hates EVERYTHING .
If i could erase some part of my memories ? wouldn't it be great ?
Yes , i would wan to do it , sometimes , i really wish tht i can sleep and nvr wake up .
They dun understand miie , they dun understand how i felt , they're putting miie on spot ,
I just wants to end it ,
Bt yet , no one ever understand miie . . . . . . . . .

Tag replies
brenda: is hannah still yr bff?
To brenda: yarh ?
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Wiffeyyyy ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ahahs , Taggggs lols. If Yanlong knows about th pictures, guess whad ? He Might kill youh. Lols. Kddding. ahahas. Taggggs
To Lynnnnnnnnnn : Hahhhas ,lols yarhh lurhh :X . heees thanks (L) !♥♥♥♥
regine: tagged to do quiz
To Regine: O.O , okaiies . in my nxt post barh , now dun feel lyk now .

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Kisszella Van Czxchelle posted @
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