Sometimes i wonder whad the fuck is wrong with me?.
Am i another person ?.
I'm here blogging again. And i'm really wondering whether if i should changed my blogskin anot.
Sigh . Anyway, blog is supposed to to blogged out all our feelings rights?.
Well , ytd just out of calss for 15mins and this is considered 'discipline case' , playing truncy.
Wtf?.
Get standed with minghui and zhengjie outside the class alwhile and been tolded to wirte our names and he
will complained to our FT. -.-. Zzz.
Anywya , long story.
Was being called up with them during assembly in the hall time, cher nagged nagged nagged at us.
Then thy're still wondering whad punishment will we be getting.
Sigh. i'm still wondering. Detention?. CW0?. Called up parents.
I don't decide to let them know bout it, they'll sure killed me to death or either throwing me out of house.
My parents are DIFFERENT.
Even those small little things they'll be sreaming at they top of their lungs at us.
That's why. And she too over-......... Sigh.
I hates being a mummy-good-girl. -.- .
That why i hates it.
Today , was expected teacher will be nagging at the 3 of us tommrrow to the whole class ,
and nothing good will ever came out of her mouth , but supirsingly, she dint even mentioned it at all.
Today as too i expected weren't any good day for me TUESDAY.
Things dint turn out right as i expected for today.
Was rather upset. SADDED. Quite angry. I don't know why.
Told my mum that i wan to have a transfer, bt she wouldn't even let. Told her that seeing some of the faces
in this class making me wanna puke , Fed up , upset and blahblahblah.
She would even thought that i'm crapping some nonsences. Of course, every parents do think that, isn't it?.
I realised that's a brand new me. I weren't liddat in the past. And i'm sure promised to all of my friends that i wanted
to change it. Not my attitude towards them , bt my character.
I realised after losing him, everything was gone. My character changed that i mostly all of times,
Scolding lots and lots of vulgarites, and that's not the old me.
Easily pissed off, and thats not the old me.
Becoming more emotional with my feelings and thoughts, and that's not the old me.
Becoming sadded everyday , almost every moment and i finds it rather hard to simle,
Last time i used to be called a 'chatter-box' and luaghing off by my friends but now i'm changed ,
i'm not lik this anymore and that's not the old me.
I want it back.
Just 1 person, him and made me changed my whole life.
Stupidity, isn't it?.
Obviously.

As usual, after sch went ate lunch with theyall.
Then went to meet Lynn♥ as she wanna pass me sth . YAY ! LOL :X
A carebear. (: . Heh.
And i made her a card. I♥ her till lots lots lots kkkz ?. (:
Heheh . (: .
Then together went YT point alwhile. With brenda. and she.
Went in the 1 shop , and saw a doll whihc facinated me alot LOL! (LLLLL) !!.
A doll which head will moved. CUTE lohh , i wan it badly ):
Bt Lynn♥ and brenda felt scary as they looked into the doll face.
Frankly quite. but i don't know that i like it really much-much-much. (:
Wish that my bithday got somebody gave me that. LOL , no lahh. jk (: Thick skinned me. HAH . :X .
Then together bused back. While walking tgt with Lynn♥ then decides to go yenning's hse downstair slacked alwhile.
Then went back home le.
Thats all tommrrow still have training LOL. can play match alrdy (: .
Seeyouh all (: .

Tag replies:
brenda: u so bad...next time dun tok to u le....jkjk..cannot bcos of 1 grl n say dun lyk tok to girl ma...no fair!!!
brenda: i will remind u the fomation tomoro
TO Brenda: LOL . where gt loh . i said "some" Hahs :P .
LOLOL , alrights.
minghui: hello, teh neh neh hahas (:
minghui: cheer up cheer up hahahhas . :D
TO Minghui: Hahs. okays. Will de (: .
Ruki: wOOHOOOO theres nth wrong ,, getting along with males for than female !!! STYLE
To Ruki: LOL. yahh. agree. (: . Hahhhas.
YANLONG: TAGGS^^
To YanLong . Thanks. ^^v
GERMAINE: Hello, lols, your skin looks like my old one. Tags btw.(:
To Germaine: LOL. really?. hahas. Thanks (:
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Yoh ! oh w/e, wasnt in a really good mood this few days ._. ahhh, LOL . haha, came to tag
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: cheeruppppp .
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: YOH ! haha, thanks for th card haha, came to tag ! Tagged ! HAHA, Love yaw !
TO Lynn♥: Lol. Yahh lohs. Hahhhs. Welcomeee (: HAHA . Takecarezx !! (L)
`♥ XiaoFEI.: Daddy is here to CHEER YOU UP
TO`♥ XiaoFEIL LOL . hahs. Okayokays (:
Hannah: I hav nvr & wouldn't put u in a spot & put u 2 a choice between tat prob.I just say if u want frenz den go ahead but if u dun den dun frenz,it's ok & i'll nt hate u 4 tat choice u made cos this is upHannah: (follow from below)u nt mi so i'll nvr put u in a tight spot unitl u give up.But running away is nt gd 4 all so u must be brave & face up 2 tat prob so tat in future u can be stronger when u wannaHannah: (follow from below)be alone so Best of lucks!Hope u get my point * hope i wasn't 2o naggy here. (:
TO Hannha: LOL . luagh. no lahh. where gt loh ?. Hahhhas. youh too alrights?.
CHeerupp cheerupp anyway~ ^^v. Takecare !
♥ XieJia: Tagggs . I also get along wif guys better den gals wors , this kind is nt a b!tch de . The person who said that is 2pid de lahs x.x .
TO Xiejia; lOL . yahh loh . agreed. STUPID DE LOH -'- . Hahhhhhs. ^^V .
Vanessa Kong: Hu! Tagg.... love ou...
TO Vannessa Kong: HELLO (: . thanks ! ^v. long time nvr chat le lehh D:

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