Affairs of the heart.

The very last instinct to Kiss.

有人曾经告诉我,要做个勇敢的女孩.
"Ruihui's. Turning 14 on 170396, Volleyballer ♥, I'm very friendly and sociable. It depends on how you treat me. "

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With the basecodes of Michelle.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dint went sch today. Sicked ): fever.
LOL. cant believe i'm still here in front of the com,blogging right now.
Everyone should be in sch having D&T bout to recess le bahhs?.
Actually have training in the afternoon. Kind of missed it ): I wan played volleyball D:
Tommorrow should be returning to sch le bahs.
Yesterday, school as per normal, temperature taking , 37.8 -.-
Been called down to the auditorum to have 2nd temperature taking again.
37.6 . The people there siad i can go home , but i don't wan to.
Felt okay mah , get home also nothing do. So , went back to class.
Lessons , lessons, till around 12.30 . Been told to went home as my fever is getting worser.
And i've got headaches. -_________________________- .
Mum came fetched me , went to see doc. Went back home. Can say slping the whole day bahs.
thought i felt btr today should be returnning to sch.
But , i'm wrong .
Been woken up out of sudden , today in the morning around 5 plus.
Found that my head , whole body was boiling lik hell.
took temperature, OHHMYY , 38.9 . Wth?. took medicine and went back slping.
Now, i'm here feeling btr. Hehs.

I missed shopping withhh LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN♥.
Sighhhhh.
Met upp soon horhhhhh! ♥♥♥♥♥.

Sometimes, i just wished that i would slp, and never wake up.
I wanted to erase youh away from my mind, can i ?.
But i find it seriously hard. It really hurt me alots loads loads,
Now , i'm numb , my heart is dead. No longer the old me anymore. Just becuz of youh?.
Everyday , facing youh in the class, i really goiing MAD , MAD ,MAD, MAD, MAD !
Now, i don't know whether i hates youh or whad.
Youh know youh're driving me completely CRAZY. perhaps 1 day , i would ended up in the Mental Hospital.
!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*(.

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: YOH ! haha, thanks for th card haha, came to tag ! Tagged ! HAHA, Love yaw !LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Yoh ! came to tag my Dearest &. chiio-est Wiffey ! HAHA Tagged HAHA, TCTCxzxx tooxzx Me love yaw lots tooxzz kayys LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: woah woah woah . Cherrup ehy. Me trying to help youh . Cheerup . i dont think tht thing will ever happen lah . Tagged btw .
To LLYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Hehh. Welcomee (: . LOL. ♥♥♥♥ Will try de. :D . Takecarezx ! :D.
brenda: yo...suddenly the doll face go infront yr face then u noe...
To Brenda: LOL *luagh.
Hannah: I realli can't take his name in my face & seeing him makes mi so stressed & hurt especially when i see him or hear him but all of u say i so dumb by hiding from him but i'm so stressed & hurt i wanna do sumthing but i can't hlp myself neither can all of u hlp mi.Hannah: Rui Hui cheer up cos i dun want see u upset & p.s i dun think i'll tag ur blog again.Srys hope u won't be mad at mi kays?so srys......
TO Hannah: O.O. Cheerupp cheerupp lahs.. (:
minghui: hannah talking about who? if she dun lyk him then nothing to hide ma stupid haha :D hannah hurt....
should be annie hurt lor..?
TO minghui: LOL . How i know the whole thing?. Luagh.
bryan: hey doll how r u?cheer up...things wil get better^^
TO Bryan: Hahs. Thanks ^^v.
`♥ XiaoFEI.: GIRL GIRL ! :X CHEER UP
TO `♥ XiaoFEI.: LOL. alrights ^^V
Ruki: Rui , cheer up eh . dun want to see my cousin sad *nodnod ---> *gives cookies
To Ruki: LOL. orhhs Will de (: Heh.
Wanah: Hey sweetie , I'm so worried about you . Cheer up soon okay honey ? Miss you this 3 days . Smile always , love you !
TO Wanah: Hahhs. Suresure (: Youh too alrights?. Don't be too dissapointed ,we all know youh had done youhr best in the Basketball match . So cheerupp too! (: .

Labels: My heart is dead. I'm numb.

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