It Ended. I never wants it to be this way.
Hello everyone.
I'm in a veryvery depeest down-est moment of my life.
Sigh. i never knew things would turn out this way.
I felt so sick nao..
Readers, this part i'm goona start blogging about, you might not feel like reading or wad, cuase its nothing exciting, interesting nor anything happy. To me, its a veryveryveryvery fuckin sad things.. I feel like..
------------, JasperGoh.
I never knew things would turns out this way.
You cried and i cried, yeah, we both cried after this you wants to end this relationship, and says that anything text you, we still can be frens.
Yeah, but i wouldnt do that for sure nao, I'll probably do that when i'm more emotionally stable.
I never sleep yesterday night, i'm totally awake.
How can i sleep with tears kept flowing out of my eyes?
I kept crying. Felt so stupidd..
Tills the next morning, text you somethings, and you replied, the last 2 msg is really veryvery long and touching. So, i decided to letyougo.
I'm veryveryvery sad, and kepts on crying like wadthefucks? Just next morning, my mum asked me wad's with that pale white face and total red eyes -___-... How should i says?
Where's everyone when i needs them? i called them but none is free or not in or wad to pei me chat. And so, i really dont know wad to do.
This all is likes wadthefuck.
You said somethings that cannot be mend, somethings that cannot tell me..
And since we're both hurted real badly, why are you still with the same ideas? You said even if we brokeup, i'll still be in ur mind.
Why are you handling all these things till so ... liddat?
These few days i tired my best.. You said you woudnt let all these stupidd prob ends out relationship. But wad had changed your mind? Since that person tells you all those things? ...
Untills, nao, i still find i quite hard to accept the truth actually..
You're the first person whom i know how to write your whole full chinese's name. Cuase, i've been through quite numbers of relationship, and I'd never done all these before.
You forgotten all the promises we made?
Why is it the one who's backing up all those promises is you..
Sigh.
I miss the way i hold you hands.
I miss the way i clinged on you.
I miss the way you always wants to tickle me.
I miss the way i kissed you.
I miss the way i hugged you.
I miss the way when we hugged, your heartbeat..
I miss your face, your voice , your EVERY SINGLE THINGS.
There's alot of things we avent done yet..
Where's my piggyback? Alotalotalot of things.
But yet, We ended this way..
I nao really fet so, so, so fuck uncomfortable,
Among all the relationsip i've been through , i swear this is the most hurtful, painful one.
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Readers, i probably will be MIA-ing tills i get better, which is i dont really know when? Cuase, i wont feel like posting this few days.
I still will be online, and do, checks Tagboard often. So do tagg !

I'm nao Ohsofuckking miserable. I really hates this feelings.
Currently Im not going for any realationship, I'm currently Unavailable.
It might be very happy in the very first place, but you never know, when it ends, everything that used to be YOURS will be TOTALLY gone.. And you'll gone nutcase if the relationship is very strong.
I'm not joking or kidding or toking craps, I'm really SERIOUS.

Sigh, sch re-opens tomorrow. I dont even know whether i can sleep tonight. I really nao needs at least someone to comfort me.
I hates seeing all the teachers, the DMs faces of asking you especially they do mind your personal appearance alot! Like Pinning up your fringes, pulling down, longer your skirt, and everything like nerd! I'm not goonna do so. Zzz, Somemore, needs wake up early.
Everyone, bestofluck tomorrow!

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I would gone
MIA ,
MIA,
MIA ..

Labels: It ended.

Kisszella Van Czxchelle posted @
3:16 PM.