You're just my piils.♥

Sunday

2011-03-06T15:19:00.000-08:00

-Orchard with anna.
Hello to this dead blog. Surprised? Nobody will be reading also. HAHA So byebyebyebyebye! Wondering when will be the next time i came updating.
IMA a happygirl96 today! So dont spoilt my good moooooooood.

Saturday

2011-01-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

HELLO! HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL.
But it is still like normal to me. Nothing special. Say byebye to 2010 that fucking year, and say hello to 2011! Just hope it wasnt as bad as last year! Its 1/1/11 , 1:50am now. I'm still blogging here to update what i hadnt! Ok, i just have the feeling to blog now.
I'm currently at Ruki house overnight. Tonning till late night then sleep. Her dog, was sooo hyper. It is Jack Russia, those hyper dog! Saw new ppl like me, kept jumping anrd and lick bite non stop!! Somehow abit irritating huh. But it so small and cute!
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Seriously, i find that even i blog also few/none ppl would read. Cos its alr so dead. So it is like blogging/talking to the wall. Nevermind, i'll still update in order not to leave it dead.
Ok, wait! Gng bath now. Before continueing! BRB.
Hello, i'm back! 2:41am. Let me start.
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Last thursday, as mentioned, went escape with my dearest Cywzxc !
Ate at Ajisien ramen-> Headed to downtown-> Escape, We just played like crazy. I love it esp the " Go cart" Car section. Had drived , and re-queing that for rounds and rounds, like 3-4 rounds. And the train too for rounds and rounds. Wtf and guess what?! We saw Mingxing leh! The Chen Xi. With his girlf. And then, a little girl randomly friend request us. Haha! Went sit the pirade ship i was screaming my lungs out. My ehart gna drop out. Ok, as well as the other rides. I'll miss the Wet & Wild !! For sure k. Next time gna sit that again!! -> Out of Escape-> Dinner @White sand. -> Trained to Changi airport to catch night plane! Unfortuanelty, over at the airport ther, we dint know how walk in to see the plane. Stuck at terminal 3. At the departure/ arrival hall. -.-. -> Trained back home afterwards. Homed at 10.30pm.
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Nothing much.. Hmm. Just few days ago, Tuesday, met Yongwei, and then Anson to slack slack and stuffs.
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Wednesday, training as usual.
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Thursday, 2 days ago, Out to meet Anna, yuting, and the rest of the girls. Catched Movie, " The tourist" at cinema. Should i say its is kinda boring, abit of romantic. Abit weird? Just kinda boring. Waste my $6 to that show. All thanks to Brenda suggestion. -> Arcade-> Mac-> Brenda's house. Watched Saw 3/7 ! F lah, so ass discusting ttm ~ !!! -> Woodlands with Anna and yuting. -> Homed.
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Ok, thats all. Its 3:08am now. Not tired. What can i do ley...
A brand new year, with a brand new start. However, i feel nothing, no big deal. Nothing much to be excited about. Sch is gna re-opened in like 3 more days! Not looking forward to it x 10000.
SAD LA. Ok, i'm just idling away my time here. Also know mayb no one will be reading too. Cos nowadays, blogs are just so dead! Done with it !! bye!

Friday

2010-12-24T15:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO, happy chrismas eve ppl! Where's my presents? I tell you, fucking hate it. I cant seems to find any blogskin i preferred. So tired. I not gna care for now, leave you die~~~~~
So i went Escape again with Cywzxc yesterday, it is such a " Heart gna drop out" 's day. And at night, changi airport alwhile to see night plane but.. we didnt get to see it, over there, dontknow how walk in, stuck at terminal 3 all these. Ok, so i'll be back to update more bout it few days later. Sooooo, Stay tune!!!!!!

0000, i miss you

Thursday

2010-12-09T16:53:00.000-08:00

Everytime i says wanting to change this stupid blogskin of mine and everything, i'll be so fucking lazy. Okay, and so, i'l do so.. One day... Especially provided.. When i feel like! I'll not be updating so often. I'd busy schedule here and there. And wanna go Bugis shopping with Cyw! Okay.. We're going there soon like before Chrismas. I dont mind spending money just for the change of my satisfacation. Well okay, i must enjoy everything before this holiday is over. And sch start. Sucks ttm. I'm much much active in twitter. Follow me on twitter! (:
Kbai.

Sunday

2010-12-05T17:54:00.000-08:00

So yeah, went Escape with Yongwei on thursday. Last few days. We didnt bother to take much pictures as we're only there busy playing like mad. Hahaha ! So, i went over to Pasi ris all alone and to downtown by trains and bus. She at there, waiting me. Then we went into her chalet, her parents gone home, left she, her bro and his frens. Afterward, lunched and go Escape le. Took almost every ride there. Lastly, Didnt expect myself to played the Wet & Wild. LIKE OMFG. In the end, we were all wet! Well, So high , and i screamed like my heart wna drop out. But its fun, we were bout to take it one more time, and too bad, start to rain. Yw says go back chalet le, but i still havent played enough! So we waited like sian, she was right, this rain last really long, ran back to chalet where her bro and frens were thr. Bathed there. Slacked till 7pm, and trained back Cck, have our dinner there, parted ways @ 9.30pm.
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Ohhh, that was fucking fun day. Gna go with her to either to Escape/WWW again soon in this Dec. Okay, So tomorrow i've training...
I'd badbadbadbadbadbadbadbad stomach cramp now. T.T.

Okay, thats all, BYE.
Anyway, everytime isays i'll change blogskin somedays i'm always so fucking lazy. WIll change soon when i feel like and have the time! Kk, bye. Relink you ppl soon.

2010-11-30T22:53:00.000-08:00

Short post will do. I'm sick. And i feel sicker & sicker. Zzz. I dontwant. Lazy type, tiring day, went out with Xiejia and Lynn today to a few areas/location. Soo tired. Evening 6 plus wait for Chilli and met him @ Yewtee mrt. To pass him present. And so on. Dontknow should go training ornot tomorrow. I'm like sick now. And is getting quite.. Ohwell, Turning in early tonight i guess. Thursday, going Yongwei's chalet and stuffs, maybe 7.30pm gna catch 2AM in IMM mall. HAHHAA, See first ba. Okay, I'm like half dead now.
Hope i recover soon!

Sunday.

2010-11-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

不是故意不要听, 而是不想知道..
Heylo all. I'm back to posting now. Also dontknow whether ppl will read ornot. But i think even is, there's very less huh. My blog is just super deadd until like.. Last time my tagbox used to be rather lively. Okay, i want to faster update now yeah.
So hm, Last week i think tues and wed, both days when Bugis shop. One day, is with Yongwei and another day is with mum. Actually is with Lynn, but she cant make it yeah. So nevermind le.
Fri, out to meet Ethan, Mengkit, Audrey and wesley @ Jp. Arcade and slack @ there all the way uh.
Thinking ahead on that day, I still miss the Bakazin's small cake with them yeah. So fucking nice, though is freaking ex to me. But i think it is quite worth it. ESP THE HAZELNUT.
Okay, So yesterday, went Ruki's house. Surprised that she dyed her hair! Until like i couldnt recognize her. Hahha ! So afterthat, went Ikea.
Veyr long didnt went there alr, and i kind of miss those days when we're young i played with her over there. Okay ,so yesterday, we was like, Omg, we say bed and toys stuffs, we would just Lie on it like nobody business! Hhahaa, The bed was so comfortable. Omg, if i live there, wouldnt it be toooo good? :)Okay, so here're some pictures.

Ruki! Hahhaa, You so damn funny huh. Got ppl come then liddat. Want lie on floor.
In the end, she sitll lie there. As if her father own the whole Ikea centre. HAHAH.

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This is my dream house. Like ahmoh's type. Nice right?

Okay, so today, spent part of my day with CYongwei playing with hamster & Watching horror Dvds.
I've training tomorrow. Is long hours.
Gna chat on phone with Jasper now. Yay, got 1 entertainer, can entertain me.
Kbai.

Monday

2010-11-15T13:03:00.000-08:00

My blog is extremely dead. Sorry for neglecting this blog. Tag more people! :)
Ohwells. Actually today supposed to go shop with Ethan & Anna and Audrey.
but last min, some of them cant make it. Left me & Ethan. I decided to Cancel.

And we switch to tomorrow then go. Hope no more Last min le. -.-. Last min is troublesome like today & i dont like it @ all. Okay nevermind.
Feel tired suddenely. I hate my blog. Looks dull -.-. Gna change blogskin soon again. Okay, so here're some pictures of my ( Bigbang) G-DRAGON oh!

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I also like B2ST, Junhyung toooooo! ♥

Okay, thats all. I'm done with my updates. I'm fucking tired. Didnt sleep well yesterday due to some things.... zzz.
_l_ Hate blogger , got so many prob. Hope you all dont mind bout the messy arrangement.

Thursday

2010-11-11T16:19:00.000-08:00

Hi people. I'm backzxc ! I hate this blog, so damn bland. Hadnt been updating recently due to probs with blogger. Gna change blogskin soon as soon as possible. Last 2 days just knew that next year, i'd been in calss 3c. Not good/good ? Oh well, good is that Cyw is gna be in the same class as me ! :D But somehow, dontknow whether i'l like this class ornot. Oh, i hope so. But somehow, i dont really like it in some ways. Sigh, Honestly, i misses 2A some of the ppl. Been thorugh many up& down this year. Hoping that next year will be a better year! BETTER THEN THIS YEAR PLEASE ! Tyvmm. * Prays hard*. Wont be elaborating much anymore, tmr, have training, gna meet Audrey, ethan they all for lunch first. Oh, k, hope everything turns out well.

Hahahaha, i'd a complicated suckish sad life man. FML ttm!
Yeah, ppl come and go in your life, so be used to it !
Anyw, NOBODY is perfect, even the closest to you, might leave you someday.. You never know!
Okay, I'm a little crazy. Hhahahahahahaha! Kbai !

Tuesday

2010-11-02T12:57:00.000-07:00

Short post will do. Sometime, i cant stand blogger. There's always some prob loading in.
And now, there's too. -.-.
Okay, on sun, went out with Anna& Jiaqi to watch Volleyball's finals in Gombak.
Yesterday, went out with CYW to AMK Hub. 心痛 my own $$ luh seriously.
Watched Child Eyes with her, intending to watch 3D @ first but didnt. Lucky never uh.
Not bad though although i got chuatio 几次 @@. Hahaa !
Afterwards, headed to Orchard walked arnd @ Takashimaya> Wisma> ION.
Trained back to CCK to have my dinner and we went back @ arnd 8.
Was texting with Chilli throughout the day..
Okay, tends to tweet nowadays. ^~^.
There's training tomorrow.
OkayBai. C: Anyway,my blog is extrememly DEAD. Tag more ppl!

就算在有多不习惯, 也得习惯.

Monday

2010-10-18T19:19:00.000-07:00

Finally, i feel like posting a short one again will do.
Didnt want to elaborate much on the past few days. But just hm, i think sat? Evening 5.30pm, when to run with yongwei, GanQin, Min Ray andand 2 other of his pri sch frens, @ the canal, to Bukit Panjang, Ten mile junction, Shengshong there. Went in they brought things, and slackslack, and run back. Rest alwhile and we all part ways @ 7plus.

Nothing much, today, went to Yw house ---> Lotone---> Find RyanGoh and Anson. --> Back to Yw house watch movie. Hm, then came back.
Maybe going to Anson they all Bbq's with Yw this coming sat?
Hm, Alrights, there's sch tomorrow.
Taking back papers i supposed. I'm not looking forward to it @ all.
Neither do i feel like attending sch tmr.
Sigh ~
Hmmm, intending to find Chilli today @ McCafe but he says today and tmr he not working, so some other days like thursday ba. :D
Sch again, siansinasiansinsiansianssnins. Afgsgfweitherio. D:
Arg.
SHINee, Bigbang coming to S'pore on this month 23th. to have their K-POP night concert. Omfg. EX $$$$$ AR. Dont think have the money to go. T.T.

Everything is MONEY. CAN IT JUST DROP FROM THE SKYYYYYYYY?

Its the reality. It is a fact. And it always will be.
Face it instead.
At least we're still frens, better then nothing. C:

Thursday

2010-10-14T18:17:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl, I'm back. Is like finally EYE is over.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
Okay, short post will do, i'm getting even more lazy and busier when holiday start.
Hahaa, so happy. Something happen today, i'm still quite happy.
Recently, during exams days, often go to Mc Cafe @ afternoon to evening to study with Yongwei.
Well, dontwant to elaborate much. Haha, no sch tomorrow, meeting Lynnnnn after her exam, and went to slack and have lunch tgt. Longlong nvr meet her alr.
Today? Played ball after sch with Anna, yuting and audrey and the guys till 1 plus, tgt with audrey went limbang, afterwards,we went to find westly at his house downstair, chatted and volleyball-ed alwhile again. Training goona resume soon.
Okay. Dont feel like typing on anym.
Kbai.

Really hope you'd feel the same way as me.

Thursday.

2010-09-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

EYE Is coming, everyone, Mug hard. (:
Had been getting busy and busy and busy each day. Hm, short post will do. Yesterday, have training, afterwardd, headed home, bath and eat, like arnd 8pm, went to find Zhengjie Jiancong they all. @ there, practise the Music proj, dancing those stuffs, but ended up playing with fireworks, and candles all these. HAHA.

Standed qutie far away as They all were trying inventing their rocket firework stuffs which the fire anyhow fly arnd like wtf.

Today? Stayed up to play Ball with Anna, audrey and yuting and the guys. Hurted my knee. Shoulder pain+ Knee pain. There's training tmr.
I needa buckup alot.

Today we dance like.. So it is changed to next week.
Okay, bye ppl.

Whatever i try to do, it all doenst matter anym.
No avail.. Whatever.

Sunday.

2010-09-19T14:34:00.000-07:00

I think, recently, i'd been letting this blog to rot. Sorry for that. Due to my lazyness HAHA. Oh, wadthefuck. Think i ate too full, nao i feel like there's foods coming up from my stomach, going to throw up that feeling. Zz. Nevermind.
Hm, have Longjohn @ lotone after sch with Yongwei, Audrey and yuting. Then trained to Harbourfront, > Vivo. Spent part of my day with those girls. Those peekchers are down ahead. Yesterday, met Hannah, guys, went to hanjun house to do art. Afterwards, went down to play with some fireworks or watever is that? (:
Okay, thats all will be. Lazy to elaborate further.

(I only uploaded some. )

There's sch tomorrow again.. And i dreads it.
And now i really feel like puking. Never digest properly? Zzz.
Okay, that shall be. Later evening meeting yongwei and going for running again in the stadium.
Kbai.

Sunday

2010-09-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

Audrey (: !

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BACK! C: Yesterday went to Limbang's lantern festv with audrey. Met her @ 7.30pm then go thr. Played with candles. And her friends too. There's still more pictures with her, but arent with me that much. Then didnt expect to see Ruiqiang thr. HAHA. He was like, ' LOL, What're you doing here. Afterwards, saw eve the all too. Was like alot ppl thr.

Kns, Sch reopens tmrwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

And it sucks ttm. Need wake up early and stuffs. Hate it.

Okay, going to 6 soon, and i needa prepare as i'm going for running in the stadium. (:

Kbai ppl.

Tuesday

2010-09-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

김종현(L).
Hello everyone. Posting again. Okay, hm, Let me begin my proper post.
Ytd had freindly @ Yuying sec. At Hougang thr. Morning, met Audrey Yuting and Anna, tgt went to CCK ITE Acc them to buy stickys. And have our lunch there, afterwards, take mrt and trains to Yuying. @ First, reached thr, been so fucking tired. No energy liddat. Anna is so crazyyy %^&* with my bag. And she bought one herself after friendly. HAHA. afterwards, is 6 plus, decided to take bus to Bishan which is sucha long way, and then trained back to yewtee. Bought her bag, and went to have dinner. Back home at 8pm plus. Extremely tired.
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Okay, and today ? Went to Bukit Chandu for amazing race, sian. And i just realised Zhengjie had phobia of heights. (: Afterwards, Yongwei had to stay back to complete her art. Have lunch with Ganqin bro, His fren, and Aisha.

Afterwards, all went seperate ways, and i went with RyanGoh, Anson and one more guy. Went to Minimart with them. Then slacked alwhile? :D Afterwards, tgt went to Yewtee mac to find Yongwei. Sat there, with them, while waiting for yw to complete for like 20 mins? Afterwards, dontknow slacked alwhile and then go greencourt. Dontwant elaborate much. And so on.
Kk, tmrw have training, meeting Anna yuting the rest to have lunch.
Kbai ppl. (:
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I shall be happy. Be happy. Thats all.

Tuesday

2010-08-31T18:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, It isnt easy as you thought it'll be.
Just a short update, perhaps. I know i havent been updating this blog for quite some time. I'm busy and lazy. Well, cant really remember what happenns last week all these. Today's the celebration of teachers' day. Afterwards, went to meet Lynn, xiejia, Xinhui Jeremiah, gidoen, austin and so the rest. Yongwei came along too. Have Mac for lunch tgt, afterwards wnet back YTPS. Mr amin isnt there. Wth -.-. Then nothing much slacked for alwhile? I really miss those pri sch ppl alotalotalot. It'd been 2 years since we're in sec sch life alr. Nth much, afterwards, a guy, friend of Lynn came and follow us. Or shld i say follow her? HAHA :P went Yeteepoint. Then Subway Then went back. Isnt anyt much to do either. And i'm tired. Especially now. Wasnt in a really good mood anyw.
Had been thinking alot of things this few days.

Okay, last thursday went for the Volleyball YOG Finals. Here are some pictures taken.

(Dint manage to capture it properly and nicely as i'm busy focusing on the match, not on my hp! (: )

It might be blur and unclear a little.

Belgium V.S. USA.

Cuba V.S. Argentina

My blog is going to be soooo dead soon. Will come back when i feel like.
Thats all. Kbai ppl.

(L) 김종현 !
SHINee, Big bang etc. are coming to Singapore soon. Wheooooooweeeeet!

Sunday 김종현 !

2010-08-21T23:35:00.000-07:00

If i could swing across the world. High up, on top.

I've been neglecting this blog like for sometime. I dontfeel like updating, and i felt so lazy esp. Lesser and lesser ppl come tag me. COME AND TAG MORE PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. C:

Went to the dentist @ thursday for some normal checkup etc. Had training on fri. Was tough. I must hang on there no matter wad.

Yesterday, Went to have lunch with Ruki, follow by farmat to see puppies etc. Okay, nothing much, today woke up rather late @ 11plus by yw's call. If hadnt been her, i'd have slept even later i guess. So freakinggg tired.

P/S: My headace, please kindly go away , tyvmmmmmmmmmmmm ttm. This headace is killing me right now.

Just a random short post, going watch SHINee's hello baby episodes. (:

Kbai ppl !

Ending with i love Kim Jonghyun ! (L) 김종현

Tuesday.

2010-08-10T20:05:00.000-07:00

Heylo all, its the first day of 7th month today. The Hungry ghost festival.
Just a short post. Nothing much , today went to lotone meet Jiancong and was bout to leave house that time, yongwei want come along. So tgt, we go wait for him @ Mrt station.
Afterwards, to the library as to plan for the home econ's presentation. Yw was there to help us out, as she alr passup hers. Rabiatul and ridwan couldnt make it, they arent free. Did nothing much, although i was the group leader. Just merely plan somethings, then went to KFC. Afterwards, Forgotten, just walked arnd, and went to CD Shops, trying to look for SHINee album. But there isn't. Slacked @ there like rounds arnd that whole place. Leg pain. Jiancong went back @ 5 plus. Before that, acc him to NTUC , he want buy the top shelf back .___.
He went back, and we went to look for clothes etc. And homesweethome @ 6 plus (:
Alots of joss sticks arnd.
There's sch tomorrow and it sucks ttmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. HAIX.
P/S : My neck pain, go away pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Old alr.
Kbai, going watch SHINee's videos :D

Sunday

2010-08-08T14:57:00.000-07:00

SHINee !

Slrsly, i think, i blog is super dull and dead. -.- No pictures currently to be put here. Sigh. Nothing much to blog bout. Nothing interesting had happened. Hmmm.. Fri had NDP celebrations in sch. Afterwards, went to lotone with Yuting and Audrey, she brought her stuffs and afterwards, went to have lunch. Then, the whole day i was suffering though with stomach cramp, until dontknow wad. Extremely tired than anydays before kk. Aftermath, saw some of our juniors and went with them alwhile. Parted with them @ Minitoons, and i headed back to Yewtee to find Yongwei. -> Subway -> home.

Totally lack of energy like wanted to collasped with my pale lips and face. Stupid stomach cramp that day.
Ytd, lunched with yongwei as she came along with me, my parents, titus, titus's parents too.
I dont feel like carry on with my post now. LAZYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Going out tonight.

Recently, i strt liking SHINee, become quite interested with them.
Hoho, Junghyun, Minho, Onew, Key and Taemin! HAHA XD ESPECIALLY , Key ! C:
His's that cute.
Currently watching 'SHINee hello baby ep2, part 4/5 Eng sub' Halfway which is shown below. Hahaa ! I gna watch watch watch.
HAHA, And i just think they're funny. Kk, cannot be that crazy.

Kbai, will come back soon. Perhaps.

Thursday

2010-07-22T18:20:00.000-07:00

Went to Katong @ mon. Whole trip was fine. Enjoyed myself quite (:
Arent going post long one. I really dont feel like. Training yesterday. Okay, same, busy days. Like really sucks. Lunched with Yw @ after sch. I feel qutie ... now, and i'm feeling like getting sick soon?
You know wad? I really feel so shag recently. Especially this few days.
Always not in the mood. Today, yes, indeed true. Patience isnt my friend today.
Sometime i just dontknow why i'm like this. -.- Currently like so 'zzz' the feeling. GREBWLITGBEIRGDJKGBIRGBKL, Graffffafffdffdfd, Argggggggggggggghhhhhhhh, i hate it.
Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ppl.

2010-07-13T17:27:00.000-07:00

Pictures like Meomories of me and you.
Does anyone know how i feel like ? I doubt so.

Monday.

2010-07-05T12:19:00.000-07:00

Cheebye, i fucking angry nao.
Whats the point? I dont care anym. I DO WADEVER I WANT.
You dont even fucking understand me.
CB, I DONT WANT ELABORATE LA, KNN. FUCK MY LIFE UPSIDEDOWN. _l_.

Saturday.

2010-07-03T18:44:00.000-07:00

First day of sch, turns out to be so suckish. Suckzxz.
Firstly was morning assembly, and suddenelt there's spot check. Caught for hair, skirt and socks. Then not only, that, Second time, after recess, caught by Scott Chew again for hair. Next day, went to report. And Adrain Ng told me alot of craps, and 大道理. After sch, had workshop till 5. Me & Yw waited for melvyn ofr like so long until he finally come, With Anson too. Went to Green Court and slack as RyanGoh and co. Oso there. They're all funny, get some entertainment at least (:
Homed @ 7pm. Next day had training.
Wed, And thurs, nothing much as usual tiring sch day.
Afterwards, We went waiting for Anson, and then melvyn. But in the end he couldnt make it, he was late, as such didnt meet him.
And Friday , yesterday had training. Physical, and for me, things turns quite well. Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, I so lazy type, i didnt really elaborate much, as i'm thinking wad to post bout actually.
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I'm having stomachace nao, not the want to do 'cake'.
Is another kind. And i'm feeling so cold nao. Sigh :/

This intense feeling..
I dontknow.

Sunday.

2010-06-27T13:19:00.000-07:00

Back to posting. Short one. Yesterday, went to ate lunch with Yongwei @ Yewtee. Then went up to her house for Ghost Movie.
Screaming like hell, I can only say discusting. Her mum came back @ 5 liddat, and scared us. Afterwards, went down to meet Melvyn, Ryan and co. Slacked @ Basketbcourt. Then some left, left, Zhiwei, Francis, With us. Crapped alwhile and everyone leave (:
Back home @ 7.10 liddat.
SCH IS REOPENING TMR. AND IT SUCKS TTMMMMMM.
D: ! SHOOOOOSHOOOOOOOOOO. I haven't done my maths. Left some. Sigh. Wasnt in the very mood to do so.

Kbai, busy weeks ahead. Going out for lunch nao.

I'm so vexed. Howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow ?!

Tuesday.

2010-06-22T17:23:00.000-07:00

Heylo all! I'm back to Singapore, is like Finally. Kind of 舍不得 there. >: I love the foods, the people, the house, the shopping there. The people there were friendly. Get along well with all of them. Get to know Jacqueline really well then.

Haha. Going to upload all these pictures. As i decided to take some over there.

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Face in the clouds.

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Otw to Bintulu. 3hours.

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Andand , i super like the monkey. Didnt manage to capture a more proper view as some other ppl are oso behind. CUTE (L)>

Didnt want to elaborate the some of the days.

Inside the plane, would like to capture some of the view. <:

Yesterday, went back so 舍不得. Woke up @ 5.30am, then prepared luggage all these, They bring us go out eat breakfast, then sent us to the airport to check in as the flight is @ 10am.

Back then , @ Miri's airport. Then 10am went in the plane, and the flight is like 2hour plus to KL's airport. Arrived there, went to the toilet, and saw LENA CHUA. Super Chua tio. <: She was like "Going back to Singapore?' Haha! Then have lunch there. Afterwards, brought some things. and the last flight is @ 5.30pm to Sg. Crapped @ there alot till we broaded the plane. K, after the flight is @ 6.30pm, and then alighted, played with Some Ahmors' kids, they were super cute. Parted with them after taking the luggage. Hais. And then trained, home @ 9pm. Whole day was like Plane, plane, car, car, train train, back to Singapore.

Andand lastly, not forgetting that pitiful dog.

K, thats all. Took a hard time uploading and moving the above pictures.

Tired. I only know i very tired nao. Kk, crapped too much.

Anwys, brought things for Yongwei, Melvyn and they all. and some other ppls. Maybe, sat going find her as i'd need get somethings from her, and pass her somethings too. Haha.

Chatted with Melvyn last night.

Tomorrow, had training. Goona be hard? or? >:

Whatever it is, i know its goona to be another tiring day,

Consecutive 3 days again. Sch is goona reopen. Wadtehfuckzzzzz.

#$%^&*(.

Kbai.

2010-06-15T15:10:00.000-07:00

Will be going malaysia for 5 days.

From Tommorrow 16th,

will be back on the 21st. :D

-MIA-

Sigh. Will miss many pppppppl. :(
Ruki is coming over later to stay overnight with me! Haha.
Then tomorrow morning need wakeup sooooooooo early like 5am, and leave house @ 6am? Then reach airport like 7plus like this.
The flight is @ 9am. Haiz. Nothing much.
Yesterday, went yongwei's house to watch ghost movie. Before that, pei her go Yewtee Buy mac. Then went back her house and watch. Afterwards, use her laptop ? Thenlater went up to Ryan's house to find melvyn they all? His house super nice. Though last floor, got second level one. Then they all went down play basketball ? After alwhile, go back home le @ around 6.30.
BORING NAO, RUKI ARRRRR, FASTFASTS COME LEIIIIIIIII. C:

2010-06-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

Last week training was like, at first not that used, but then okay already. Wed, and then thurs, Physical? Run field, and then train under the hot sun. Friday, wasnt that bad as thurs. And Sunday, Still okay. I must really get used to it.

Out with Yongwei, Melvyn and RyanGoh today.

Prepared and went off to Yongwei house, Afterwards the boys came and find us. At first, was deciding to go AMK hub, or Wad. And then decided to go JP, as it is more nearer.
Took us a long time deciding whether want to watch movie ornot, as there isn't any nice show recently >: In the end didnt watch, they went in arcade, and we went to take neoprints. Afterwards, we all went to eat @ Mac. And they were super funny. he was like ' 你的鸡为什么那么黑的?'

Then Ryan Xiang wai wai -.- . Laughing like hell there. K, afterwards walkwalk around, and went in arcade again. Then they playplay. Aftermath, everyone was tired. Then me and Yw went Lotone for alwhile, they went back. Then nothing much.

Just ate finish my dinner and then zuper full like no know wad, As if want to throw out everything. Today not really that hungry. ):

Kk, ending here, There's training tomorrow, i bet another tiring day..

Bai.

Monday.

2010-05-31T05:39:00.000-07:00

Bugis tomorrow with Ruki. Then training on wed, thurs, fri.
Busyday coming ahead. Arent going elaborate much.
i hate myself, i hate everything, i hate my over-sensitive. Blahblah.
Fuck everything. Bai.

Thursday.

2010-05-27T16:14:00.000-07:00

What hurts the most.

Blurish image. Didnt manage to capture it properly. Alot people squeezing :/

Yuting and me.
Kk, still have some more other pictures but not with me. Is with the others.

Monday . Marina Barrage ? Nothing much supa boring, and blahblah. Dontknow why had headace on the way back on bus -.-. After that eat LongJohn with Yongwei.
Second day, was the Newater at Changi there. But then i dont have headace anymore. Haha !
Wed, which is yesterday, Stupid money talk andand Publick transport talk in sch. Mood super dulan, very pissed, veryvery moody. Dontknow why. I just feel irritated. After that , no more. Then went to KFC with Yuting, brenda, Minghui, Anna and calvin. Aftermath, me Yuting and brenda left to lotone. Nothing much, went libraby? Slacked there. Was texting with kimhock. With the help of Yuting. Then, went out of library, Then went down. Was eating Ice-cream and then saw KimHock and 3 of his fren ? Then they 2 went down call him, afterwards, i dint realised Jasper was there too, until he turned around and called my name, and laughlaughlaugh. I chua tio badlyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Then afterwards, decided to went to the HDB there. Then they also there. We left, and soon, everybody left. Is only then Kimhock and jasper told me that they're cousin ?! I super urber shock like dontknow wad .____. .
Then blahblahblahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Chatted.
Kk, today ? Went sch early, to meet principle? After that, Is PTC. Cher talked to my mummy. Afterwards, went westmall.
Dont feel like typing on anymroe. I guess, i dont have to elaborate the rest?

Lastly, Yongwei is going to Malaysia, today till sunday. D: !
Wish her a Bon voyage ! :) Haha ! Enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Kbai.

Sunday.

2010-05-23T12:40:00.000-07:00

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Should i edit my current blogskin? Thought of changing URL? Should i? >: Thought of privating this blog should i ? Alot of questionmarks in my head though.
He sudden text me telling me everything. Why did he lie to me? As though very funny liddat -.-. Not funny y'know ! Okay, everything is finally said. At least, i'm qutie satisfied with it. Hehe :X.
kk, Sch tomorrow, marina barrage?
Okk, dontknow why i'm here crapping too much -.- .
Kbai ! Will post somedays later.
F.U.C.K, I'm having stomach cramp currently.

Saturday

2010-05-22T14:21:00.000-07:00

I might Breakdown anytime.

Back to my posting, suddenely feel like posting, Dontknow why.

Recently like those kind of pictures like up there ^. Haha, anyhow find ,pick and post! Hahahaha.

I'm feeling very very very Fucking saddddddd nao. Zz, watever.

Going begin my proper post of yesterday.

Hmmhmm, awoke in the morning dontknow wad time, tired luh, Then etxtext Jasper, text uh, untill sch starts. Then in the class, wasnt that boring, Chatted with those ppl stuffs and all this. Hoho! (:

Then blahblah, PE ! Volleyball with Minghui and brenda. Then zuper hot, then afterwards, went up class, to change with them in the toilet to uniform, then go recess, eat alwhile, then play ball again with them. This time, there're more ppl! Okk, Then afterwards, science breifing, the n FT's period, kk, Wasnt that boring too, Disturbed, Chatted some stuffs with that Nohair, Jiancong. Okay, was funny though, Then Mrs Chua was like, calling us one by one, go check results. Kk, then , aorund 12, Classroom cleaning, i dint clean , because I'm lazylazylazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Ahahahaha! XD Nohair, wad down there sleeping -.-

Then Me and the others wad like walking around, in and out of the toilet, chatting none stop. Kk, then dismissed.

Find Yongwei, and then went to eat LongJohn with She, petrina, Alvin, CarmenF, and CarmenC.

Kk, then afterwards, returned back to sch, then 2.20, waited at the foyer cause going for the Museum. Then , nothing much, on the way there, Text-ed with Jasper again, then over there, Went in with Yongwei, Petrina they all. Can say everything still okay la, But every old's things there. Plus, those Dark dark lights, and those Clothing, things, Photos, Old music, make me feel -.- . Abit scary though.

Then, went in, dontknow until wad time, Back to sch, bout 5 plus, Went in with Petrina to the hall, to find coach, as we were unable to go for training that day. Then aftermath, Home-ed with yongwei.

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Back home, bathed and prepared, and then Dinner with Titus them.

Afterwards, received some bad news, hai, made me feel sudden down. Told titus bout it, and then i almost drop down tears infront of him. He told me fastfast go toilet. Then i cried there. Dontknow why i feel that way, Breakdown immediately. I should feel happy for him.

Wadthefuck, and then afterwards, Titus kept entertaining me, making me laugh none stop! Wadthefuck, couldnt stop luaghing, You know he's super funny ! Like, say everything was like, ‘ 很想很好吃, 我要买'. Kept on repeating, and taking those food. Haha ! And some other funny stuffs too ! Treat me sweets too (: Haha, for that moment i was like luaghing, and abit putting those sad stuffs behind, then Titus gone back le, No more, entertaining, no more fun and laughter.

Then i dontknow why those sad stuffs came back to me. Wadthefuck la hor ! ):

Back home, messagging with Jasper told him some stuffs ): , then listen songs, and then couldnt help feeling so down ! ):

kk, this post rather long. Stopping here, i'm going cook and eat.

Hai, fuck those things. I shouldnt feel sad, but happy for you.

Maybe , i'm privating this blog. Idontknow ! ):

2010-05-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

Nothing could describe how i feel.

Got back my results for Geography, History, Maths, English, Literature andand Sci, Bio, Chem and Phys. Rather satisfied with some of it except for Eng, -.- Did rather badly for Both, Paper1 and 2.
Yesterday, half day, Then Went West mall , eat mac with Yongwei.
Lynn come find us alwhile as she no sch, and afterwards she went off to Bugis with her friends. Aftermath, went to slackslack at there. Bought things eat.
Nothing much, tomorrow, going for the play, afterwards, going his house again.
Nothing much nao.

HAHA, TOO BAD TOO BAD , TOO BADDDDDDDDDDD,
T.O.O B.A.D. So sad for you. Who ask you.
Is your prob. Wait longlong ! Fat hope!
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Saturday

2010-05-15T13:42:00.000-07:00

Here to post to keep this blog alive.
Watthefuck, i'm getting sick soon. Hai.
Yesterday, Yongwei came my house and then have lunch here, then com, afterwards, chatted with her alotalot stuffs. Haha ! Then headed to Ruiqiang's house again with her acc me. Zuper stuffy and hot there. He was zuper funnnnyyyyyyyyyyy tooo. Okok, then home at evening. Bathed, and went titus house, helped them buy mac.
Kk, there goes yesterday. And here i'm, getting rather sick soon.
Kkk, going have my lunch already. Baibai.

Wedneday.

2010-05-12T17:44:00.000-07:00

MYE is just over. Today last paper, maths. is like finallyyyyyyyy.
Blog so dead. Lesser ppl tag naoadays. TAG MORE PPL! :)
Okok, currently at Ruki's house posting. Haha! Came here to get those clothes.
Been to his house that day. Hahaha, i like that pooh of his. :)
Dontknow why my mood is always changing, out of sudden i'll be really happy,
another sudden, i'll be very down.
I dont realy like the way things going nao. So fuck. -.- .

.. Yes, indeed i'm really hard to be understanded.
Will post sometime.
Kbai.

Saturday.

2010-05-01T16:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, i know my blog is so deadddddddddddddddddddddd. I damn lazy naoadays, kk, short post too. I'm zuper tired nao.
Thursday, damn high dontknow why goodmood goodmood. But not really on friday, yesterday ! DX Lazy to elaborate much, yesterday after sch, went with Aisha to Yongwei house, complete the PE project, is like everyone in the class done already, and we hadnt. Haha, lazy luh. Then went out eat lunch with them, after that return to her house and do do do, clear some of her tibits :X Till evening then went back. Hoho.

Okay, MYE coming, just tuesday, few days later, and nao still not really in the mood to study. I dontwant flunk everything uh ! ): Must study, must study. Coming tuesday is eng paper, aftermath, maybe going to Ruiqiang's house with yongwei acc me, go there rumage his things ! Jumpjump his bed and everything, HAHA.
Okk, might be MIA-ing. Dontwant post, dontwant, dontwant everything..
Haha, Mug hard everyone for the coming MYE :)
GAMBETEH!

Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
You told me not to be sad, and i only pretended.

Baibai all.

Tuesday.

2010-04-20T17:25:00.000-07:00

Back to post just to keep my blog alive.
I know totally dead. Simply lacks interest andand LAZY luh.
Dont wanna elaborate much this few days, i'm feeling unwell the past few days, kept want to vomit. I dontknow why, well, discusting huh. DX
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Okk, Kept texting with Jasper the whole day yesterday, and currently nao too. I lazy type on, andand veryvery tired.
I know i flunk some of my test recently, and going do badly during MYE i guess. Must buckup le ! (:

Okk, ending here.
I just miss you like hell lotslotslots. You know that feeling? Like feel like want die liddat luh kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkz ? Okk, realised my wire is sot naoadays. Baibai.

Tuesday.

2010-04-13T12:39:00.000-07:00

Hi everyoneeeeeeeeeee! (:
I'm back to posting. Today and tomorrow E-learning day, no sch !
Gambeteh ! :) Happyhappy. Haha. Sigh, lazy to elaborate wad happen this few days uh, just had my napfa last fri, 2.4km run. Get 15:10. O:
Okayokay, i just done my chinese E-learning. Tired kk.
Nothing much going to be maths soon. Yesterday, got tuition, 4.30 to 6pm. Afterwards, actually was going to meet Ruiqiang that pig, but in the end he cant make it, instead, Lynn come find me. HOHO. Iloveher kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkz .
Slack and talk to her all the things ya. Haha.
I'm hungry nao. Foodfoodfoodfood?
Haha, nao, that pig, he should be in sch having lessons ba. HAHA ! :P.
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Okok, currently listening to 爱的好辛苦. Hai, sad song T.T.
kk, thats all, baibai !

The best thing is to accept it and just let it go, although i'm indeed sad.
I just have to pretend that i dont care.
我很无助, 我不去痛苦, 忍不住的哭 , 这是你给我的礼物.
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I hate the nao me. I want to me happy and carefree.

Sunday.

2010-04-04T15:09:00.000-07:00

Had been texting Ruiqiang, that pig naoadays. haha. Funfun uh.
Simply, dont feel like blogging naoadays. Lazy, and lacks interest.
If time is rewinded, to 2 years ago, i swear i wouldnt have come this sch. Sec1 turns well for me, but this year,sec 2, not the same anymore.
I miss those ppl ):
Sucks. no mood for 1 month already. When will it stop? Definitely will become sot diao if this continues. I dont have the choice uh hor? I finally understand how she felt lastyear. Totally sucks i tell you.
Wahsian la. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Kk, dontwant post le, i wann call and talk to that pigggggg, or else i'll make barberqued pork out of him. Hahahahah :)
Baibai.

Sunday.

2010-03-28T14:01:00.000-07:00

Dont steal every single things away from me, from my life.
If you're reading this post, hah, you know whom i'm referring to.
Your existance in this world, is just wasting plenty of good foods, nice clothes, the oxygen, and just STEALING EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME. Cant you just fuckoff from my life? I really hate it i tell you.
Day by day, my hate for you grew worser, and worser, deeper and deeper.
Dont hide behind, and backstabs me, stealing away everything, and why just dont come in front of my face and talk it out. Trying to be nice? i arent that stupiddd i tell you. Motherfuckerdog. I seriously hate you till the core. _l_ . Wholesome slut. I'll see how long you're playing with me, and the ppl that used to be around me.

Thusday.

2010-03-18T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hello, ppl. Longlong never post alrd. 4 words, 1 letter, I'm LAZY. Ahahah. And busy as well. Dint want to elaborate much on last week ?
I know things is veryvery fucking terrible for me.
On phone with jasper last 2 days, told me not to care them. Should i? Hai,
manymany ppl says so. Forget it, dontwant talk bout that anymore.
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HAHAHA, anwy, happy birthday to me yesterday, ahahaaha. Presents presents? (: Kidding!
Thanks those ppl wishing me a happy birthday, Ahahhahaha ! (:

Today, woke up, bathed and prepared, then meet Yongwei , then went Causeway. Haha (: Had a damn fun day with her. Iloveher loadsloadsloads. Sadly, lynn cant make it today. ):
hah ,reached there, bought movie ticket. Watched 'kidnapper'. Today just out and went to watched. Lol. then till 3 plus, ate lunch, then walked there looking for similar things to buy for each other. But jiu shi cant find.
Ahah, she damn funny one. Kept making me laugh. Then , hours later, back to yewtee, then homed at 7 liddat.
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Training tomorrow. Got physical. Meeting Yuting at yewtee in the morning to have our breakfast. Training training training, ends at evening. Tiring day i supposed.

The thought of going back sch, made me feel so fuck, i tell you.
Sucks bigtime seriously. I dontknow whats going on. Mon, i dont feel like going back. Sighsighsighsighsighsigh. I dontknow what is wrong with me? Or should i say, whats wrong with everyone?
Realised day by day, i get worser and worser. I cant control my emotions.
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck, seriously. Sucks big time.

I didnt expect you'll text me at 5.33am, with a happy birthday.
Sigh, i miss you.

Sunday.

2010-03-07T12:57:00.000-08:00

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave it them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together" .

Kind of no mood no mood nao >: , Dontknow why sometimes, those unhappy meomories will flash back in my mind again. K , baibai back to my 下一站，辛福 again. I'm so addicted i guess. Haha.
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Ohh ya, Later calling Jiancong, That Nohair, to chat hahaha.
K, Baibai ~

Sunday.

2010-02-28T17:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JASPERGOH :)

Short post. I'm still having a slight cough nao. hai >: Dont feel like going to sch tomorrow. Fuck laaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i really dont feel like going. I really hate it. Suckcock one lor. Sigh, the thought of back to sch tomorrow made me.. But after sch, meeting Lynn le <:

Hah. Bye, back to my show, 下一站, 辛福. Super nice de kkkkkkkkkkkkz (:

Baibai.

Thursday.

2010-02-25T17:42:00.000-08:00

Hi, everyone. I know my blog is dead. Hah. I'm veryveryvery sick nao k. ): Flu+Cough cough cough like mad only. And went sch, morning felt like vomitting la. Missed training ytd. Tmr maybe wont be going too ):
Cuz i'm still damn sick like hell only. ): I wanna train la, z.
This weekend, might be going with xj, Lynn and the guys to jp for movie all these. Hah. Will confirmed with her soon.
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These few days something happens in sch. Dont want to elaborate.
Glad that you come and confront me, hope we could solve things out.
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Anyw, i wann that lazybum JasperGoh to CHEERUP. Hais.
Or else i kick his ass hard till he fly to china. <:
Thats all, Kbai.

Tuesday.

2010-02-16T11:22:00.000-08:00

Hate this feeling. Hello everyone! How's your Newyear? Fun i supposed? Enjoy collecting your angbaos ! Ahaha.
Wo xiang Jasper tao angbao, but he dont want give me. Atached liao should have hor? HAHA, Kidding ! (:
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After the buffet, had fun with cousins, and then went back home at 12.50am liddat. Was text-ing with jasper at that time. And some other ppl. 1 plus reached home, bath-ed. And chatted with jasper on phone.
Nothing much, he's the best went it came to cheering ppl up, made me luagh like bloddy hell mad liddat. At least got cheer me up al little bit.
Haha. Chatted tills 2 plus.
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Next day, which is ytd, nothing much, take angbaos, go ppl's house. Had fun with cousins. Today ? I not sure. Think dint go anywhere le. But later going catch a movie i supposed?
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Tomorrow? Oh, wadthefuck. Sch again. Zz, I dont really like it.
Sian la. No mood in going back to sch nao. ):
Hais. But least tomorrow had training. (: Heh, expect it to be more tougher?. Perhaps, sch reopen will be much more lesser online.
Guess will be veryvery busy. Hais. Dontknow wad to blog bout le.

I dreamt of something terrible that night. And after that, i was being suffocated in reality. Then its gone a little while.. Wadthehell is that Hais.

K, thats all baibai.

Sunday.

2010-02-14T11:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA (:

Oh? Had some prob with rotating this pic. Why cant rotate one. .___. My face was totally covered as i'm facing downwards.

Ahah. ANNA'C !(: Haha, she making a wish. Haha, that was on friday. After CNY celebration. After celebrating anna's birthday, went back YTPS. At first saw Yanlong, he also visiting, then cannot let ppl go in on that day? We both went to the playground opp, saw lots of ppl there, and finally, saw Xiejia they all! (: Chatted with they all. Then aftermath, saw ruiqiang came. He never change at all still the same. -------

I've forgotten bout sat, only know i came back veryvery late. Yesterday, went titus house for steamboat. After that, he intro me a video called' The days'? Okay la? not bad la, haha.

At titus's house. Wrickly? 4 years old onlyPokehim la. haha. so chubby one.
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Nothing much nao. K, done with my posting. Wishes everyone a,
HAPPY CNY ! AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !(:

Hehe, going to Titus's house for buffet soon. Baibai.

(Edited)
Haha, i'm currently at titus house using his laptop ! (: Dint expect his house was full of ppl la, haha. He's just beside me nao. Ahahahaha. Boring, got pictures to update, will be updating it on my next
post, Haha, hai. CNY should be happy happy ma, but why am i feeling a little bit..
Hai, thinking of sth. bai , will update soon.

Thursday.

2010-02-11T18:01:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday YANNY ! (:
Hello people! Back to posting. Longlong never post alr uh. Sorry, i was kind of busy! Andand lazy! Ahahaha. Few days i cant recalled what happen already? Only know got met up with Lynn and xiejia. Then blahblah?
Nvmind. Today, i lack of sleep la hor! ): Yesterday, computer rushing somethings till 12 plus. Then 1 liddat i go sleep. JianCong also. He rushing too. Then, i offline and went to sleep liao, he still dota-ing? -.-.
No wonder luh, today, absent! Overslept la he.
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Nao,was rather tired. ): Then , nothing much, after recess, sci, Chem.
Then Mdm Mok asked me to sit behind the class alone uh. I talk too much alr? -____-. After that went chem lab, do some experiments.
English lesson. Dontknow why i was rather mad? Kept luaghing. Crapping alotalotalots. Then PE. After school, celebrated Yanny's birthday ! Today is hers. Tomorrow is ANNA one ! (: Hehe. Will be celebrating hers too with teammates tomorrow. I'll be finding xiejia they all tomorrow (:
After celebrating, we all go 'tau pok' her. We all lay on her (:
Ahahahaha ! Still got more photos. But havent get to upload yet. As some is not with me, is with Jiaqi? Izzaty? Dontknow, whoever took it.
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Sigh. I'm veryvery tired now. Anna sended me a , C'div'09 volleyball girls's video. She created one. LOL, very nice uh. Haha.

Somethings happen recently. Dont want to elaborate much.
Thanks to those being there for me when i'm really angry and down this few days. Those who made me feel tht you understand me better than others.
Especially Lynn, Xiejia and Jasper.

Bitch, you're just fighting a losing battle _l_
Fuck you hardhard. Fucktards. Dont blame me for going to the extreme.
Its not my fualt. You forced me to. I can turned into a motherfucking bitch you do not want. Dont test my patience.

Thursday.

2010-02-04T18:18:00.000-08:00

Hi all, back to my proper posting. Lol. I was lazy and kind of busy these few days. Last Fri, won boonlay, but monday, lost to shuqun by a few pointa. Still can go 2nd round. Jiayouu everyone! (: Is just tomorrow, Agaisnt Huayi? O:
Monday, after match,2.30, went lotone with brenda and yuting. Mac, then went up library do all homeworks. Guai de hor. Then brenda went off first,
Yuting acc me, as Jiancong coming find me. Around 5 liddat. He brought one fren along. Slacked alwhile he went off, then went up brenda house again, Digged food. XP Ahahahahaha. reached home round 6.40pm.
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Tuesday, nothing much. After school, lotone with Jiancong and friduas.
And then saw regine. Ask her acc me. Went up library? -_____-"
Then to mac . And blahblahblah. Haha. :D !
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Wed, Training as usual. For today,
Home econ time, i accidentally scaled my index finger when handling the frying pan -.-. Normally i wont like this de. Damn pain pain pain D:
Then nothing much also. And today during sci, bio, Mrs Kumar thought i Jc's girlfiren. Whereas, i'm not la k. -___-.
Blahblah. Was texting with jasper just nao. He Lastlonglong ba. haha..
Thats all. Baibai.
Today is also quite a sad day la, something happens..
Hais. I still miss Lynnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, andddddddddd, xiejiaaaaaaaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Some people are just liddat. Maybe i shouldnt bother bout it anymore..
Shouldnt care.

Thursday.

2010-01-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

Hello, here to post again.
Monday, Match agaisnt BukitView? Won them, First set, 25-6,
And second, 25-2. Haha.
Tuesday,After school, went eat with Brenda, aisha and Yuting.
Then went outside regent there, wait for julius.
Then went stagmont. Gosh, saw germanda and jerwayne there. Ahahah!
Chatted alwhile. (: Then we went off le, went lotone --- Popular -- follow by aries. Went to buy things. Goona pok alr ):
Wed, normal training as usual.
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And nothing much today, kept texting with jiancong uh. Funneh de him. Ahahahha. (: Nao, texting with him also. At least he can cheer me up. Sigh.
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I hated you ? Should i? Wadthefuck, and i just knew that,
You've another girl already. Oh? So fast ? All you had said to me,
You dont believe in love watsoever anymore.. ?
Watever, not even one month, and you had another girl.
All along i felt so stupid. Sucha fool la hor.
From next posts onwards, wont be posting bout you.
Andand, you just dontknow, other then me, there still alot ppl queueing behind. Longlong one. Take me as a fool. I like feel so stupid liddat.
If is you la, Opposite , how would you feel uh ?
Dont want to crap so much. Only know you nao heart belongs to that girl only.
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Dont blame me for harbouring evil intentions for you two.
Deep in my heart, i'm wishing for the worst.
Dont blame me. You deserve it.
Lala, You all wont know wad is in my heart nao.
Cuz i wont tell you. You can thinks i'm that type of motherfucking bitch,
Yes, i'm but not to the others BUT you.
How i wish, you can suffered like HOW i suffered.
I'm just ~~cursing and cursing and cursing and cursing..~~

Sunday.

2010-01-24T16:59:00.000-08:00

Happy belated bithday, YIPXIEJIA :D
Lol, i know its late, it should be 19/1. T.T Sorry ya.
Dont really have the time to post. Recently, qutie busy.
Haha. We'd known each other for 5 years liao, anddand still counting..
Ahahha. Thanks for always being there for me when i'm feeling down or watsoever. You like a counseller kept on gaving me advices for lots of times. But i dont care. I still did the same thing.
And end up regretting is me. Sometime, When i regretted immediately and thought wad you said over me, I woudnlt want to approch you.
Cuz i no face la :X . But you always found it. (:
Hahahhaahahha ! Dont worry, i'll get over him.. (:
Thankyou for giving me such a wonderful bithday last year with gideon uh! :D
Loveloves. (L).
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Ahaha. Just came back. There's alot other school's people there.
And i saw Mevyn and also yenning there. (: Luagh.
Yesterday had extra training. And all went well. Tomorrow is the competition day! 1.15 had to leave class alr. Agaisnt BukitView?
JIAYOU girls ! :D
School tomorrow, lessons tomorrow. Fucktards. Z
Thats all. Kbai.
Think you alr get over me. All along i realised i've been so foolish.
You wont know how i feel. Wanna exhange heart?
I bet when you felt wad i felt, you woundlt want to live anymore.
Sometimes i even wonder why am i borned into this world?
I'm just a burden to lots of people.
And till nao, I'm so emotionally hurted. Why must i suffered all these?
Perhpas, i'm fated never to be happy at all.
And sometime i'll feel an urge to hate you.
WHY MUST YOU HURT ME. I dontknow..
How can i get rid of all these terrible feelings? Please, i'm begging you,
Stop fucking appearing in my mind!
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Tag replies:
To Darren: Haha. Thankyou di (L) Takecare too. (:
To Ruki: Alright :D
To Germanda: Ahahaha. Thanks. You faster onlineeeeeeeee. ):
To Petrina: Hahah, I'lll de. (: You lastlonglonglong. Hahahaha. Blessing to you two. :)
To Hannah: Hahahhah. Dont worry, i'll de. (: You also. Hehes..
To YAHLING: Hello hello! :D Haha, pretty :) Seen you in school before. Hahah. Mind leaving down your link? (: Heh.
To Ganqin: Haha, kor, i'll de. (:
To Carmen: Hahahhahah. Okk. :D

Monday.

2010-01-18T17:26:00.000-08:00

Beautiful nightmare.

Ughh. Minghui took when i'm not aware. Im looking down at the paper. Last week only. And i'd flu that day as i'm holding an inhaler! D:

Wellwell, today when sch, the moment i went in, and i realised i haven't done my literature homework uh! And somemore is first period literature leh. Then fastfast choing, me and zhengjie copy hannah's one. :X

Today that Mrs Chua go change my place uh! I'll miss Atika and barween one! They always made me luagh like hell. ):

Nao, change my place untill with zhengjie. Luagh. That joker again.

Last year sat with him, this year its goona be again. And i gained one entertainment ! Hoho.

Okok. Will be replying tags on my next post ya. Thanks for all those who always being there for me! (: I'll cheerupp. I'll. I'll. I'll.

Oh yaya ! Xiejia birhtday coming. Tomorrow !! Uhh. I wanna give her something nia.. LOl, haha. I Still remember last year, my 13th birthday, you and gidoen and gave me a very wondeful birhtday ! At swensens there !! Icecream lover ya! Haha. XDXDXDXD.

Lol, i remember this.

Whereas, Anna, regine and then me.
Last year december's holiday.
Then went regine's house. After that we 3 went down KeatHong there find Titus, Jasper they all.
Time pasts quite fast yea. Alot unexpected things happens suddenely.
Felt like rewinding back times to .. that time..
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Haha. nvmind nvmind.
You and i, ...
Sigh. I'll let bygones be bygones.
Is like this relationship i tried my best to save it alr.
Crying my whole heart out, begging you to come back to me.
......
I had nothing to say anymore. Well Goodbyes.
I must cheerup , and look things at dif ankles.Perhaps,
That would made me feel much more better.
有人曾经告诉我.. 要做个勇敢的女孩..

Saturday.

2010-01-16T18:13:00.000-08:00

我没有你想像的那么坚强.
Hi all! ^^V Short post ! Going for training nao. Extra one !
Haha, after that going out. WIll be back to post later on?
Bye.
(Edited)
I'm backback back. Just bath finish and on com.
I'm quite sick lar. ): Cough cough cough. At first flu,
Nao? Cough -.-. But not too serious (: Drinking my medicine nao.
Training went fine just nao. Hoho. I;m preparing and later going find ruki they all liao le.
Yesterday, friday. First period lesson, Maths, made me so dulan. Tmd de lor. Early in the morning get so angry as i kanna accused for NOTHING!
I jitao almost shout back at her. And my fren told me not to. Then intheend, its all an misunderstanding. Solved alr.
I seriously cant tolerate people accused me wronly! Z.
Then Eng? That Mr Sony Edisson's lesson. Boring. Follow by PE.
(: Lol haha. That time i'm kind of 'not happy' as i kept thinking of sth.
Then cher told us run field. 2 rounds. I choing all the rounds untill Siaosiao. Intheend, a few boys infront of me only. At least i get kind of satisfaction after the run ^^.
Then blahblah, nothing much BORING lesson.
After school, training.
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Since you said this relationship has hope, But ..
You're just running away from it only. You dont dare face it.
I cant do anything.. I'm sick and tired of everything..
Cried too much. Enough alr.. Nobody can helps me.
Nobody knows how i feel. Untill can die alr.
Nobody.. I feel so empty..

Thursday.

2010-01-14T17:14:00.000-08:00

I cant do anything.
Hello everyone. Back to posting bout today.
First 3 periods, Home Econ! Aww. ):
Cooked spaghetti.
Then CE, recess, Then blahblahblah..
Haiyo, lazy type on lo. -__-
After school, played volleyball with Minghui, Anna brenda theyall.
Then while in bus, thought i saw germanda? Lol. Not sure. She dint saw me. K, Tomorrow training again. Our Westzone coming alr, JIAYOU ALL (L) .
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Sigh. Yesterday, texted you, you said you hadnt forgotten me,
Not even abit. Why torture me? Why torture you ?
Blahblah.. Alot things. Complicated. If you change your angle of view,
Perhaps things werent be the same as you thought.
I dontknow why. I just want you, want you k?
I might as well just ~~Fuck~~
you .
Well, kidding. Sot me.
Why make things so until liddat? I WANT YOU.
~~ILOVEYOU~~

~~ILOVEYOU~~

~~ILOVEYOU~~

~~ILOVEYOU~~

I know its not enough.
Cant we just simply simply be back to that days?
I know its impossible..
I dont like to be like this. Do i have other choice?
Fuck , i hates this feeling.
I swear this is the most painful's one.
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All my bloody tears.
Any heartbreaking pills?

Sunday.

2010-01-10T14:26:00.000-08:00

I'd cancelled my previous post. Felt so vulgar me.
Sigh nvmind. Had to tolerate unwanted people in my life.
So sad. Though this song had been in my phone for quite a long time.Dont know why i nao feel like listening to it, listening to it.
Sad song luh.

Kbai people.

Saturday.

2010-01-09T17:28:00.000-08:00

Infatuation.
Hello everyone. Just back from my training. Saturday got too, Cuase The WestZone Competition coming soon. JIAYOU ALL.
School goes well. Yesterday training, did alot physical, before that, help out at the Sec1 CCA open house.
Today training goes well too. My mind is just all bout Volleyball, volleyball, volleyball..
Sigh. And one more person. Is time i forget him le la. ):
~~HAPPY 1ST MONTH~~
, 3days ago, if, You hadnt leave me.
Time to letyougo. Forgetbout you and everything. Without me, you'll be lesser troubles.
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Dontknow wad to post liao, Ohya, Hahahahahah !
Another Humji DOG again ! (:
Seriously, i 1st time see people like dontknow how to spam, somemore, still spam untill so stupid.
The Queen ? And all LAME Names? This how many centuries liao ?
LOL !

Please la horh, is so obvious that it is just ONE SINGLE Person,
And somemore, i go check out the I.P address. ONE SINGLE PERSON WITH THE SAME code la hor.
(60.49.97.204) AHAHA. Lao kui la you _l_
This dont even affects me ANY single bits. Try harder next time. You this DAWG _l_. Dont hide behind computer tokbigfucks bout me.
FACETOFACE with me la hor. Sigh, i pity you this dog la ):
Hate me? i also cannot do anything. Ohya, Logic question. Did i offend you anyway ? Oh did i? Sucha unreasonable _l_.
PLEASE LA HOR, PUT REAL NAME NEXT TIME. EVERYDOGS ARE LIDDAT. TSKTSK.
If not, go back to the pound where you this dog belongs to.
I dint own you anything, Neither do you.
Let me remind you, Deep inside, you're the REAL HUMJI DOGGY BEING SO CHILISH AND COWARDLY. Grow up k? Not cool at all la ! Haha ! And you're the one who started all these who came kpkb at my blog first.

Just some little fucker. I despise you this little doggy very much.
Try harder next time ! Get a life ! No life one. _l_
AHAHA.
_l_ CB DAWG . I FUCK YOU HARDHARD.

Tuesday.

2010-01-05T16:52:00.000-08:00

Bad romance.
Decided not to MIA anymore as blogging can also typed out all my feelings into. School turns out very well. Today, ICT lesson is the most slack. Tommorrow got training. K, good.
I'm still the same this few days, i dont wanna disturb your life anymore. I leave you alone. I guess, without me, it is much more better for you.. Tills i gets better.. Longtime later.
Cried every single night. Sucha cry baby.
I cannot help it, thanks frens they all for making me feels abit better ^^.
Chatted with R. ytd on phone, and i split out the whole things. Felt much more better. Wont be bloghoping nao, as i'm listening, downloading finding lots of songs. Sigh..
Z, wadthefuck, my mum and the rest of my family members, said i quite a number of times talking to my ownself one. I not siao la kz? You all then siao. anyhow say me.

Kbai readers..
The 3rd day without you. Sigh..
不知道你在做什么, 希望你过的很好..
但我真的很辛苦..

Sunday.

2010-01-03T15:16:00.000-08:00

It Ended. I never wants it to be this way.
Hello everyone.
I'm in a veryvery depeest down-est moment of my life.
Sigh. i never knew things would turn out this way.
I felt so sick nao..
Readers, this part i'm goona start blogging about, you might not feel like reading or wad, cuase its nothing exciting, interesting nor anything happy. To me, its a veryveryveryvery fuckin sad things.. I feel like..
------------, JasperGoh.
I never knew things would turns out this way.
You cried and i cried, yeah, we both cried after this you wants to end this relationship, and says that anything text you, we still can be frens.
Yeah, but i wouldnt do that for sure nao, I'll probably do that when i'm more emotionally stable.
I never sleep yesterday night, i'm totally awake.
How can i sleep with tears kept flowing out of my eyes?
I kept crying. Felt so stupidd..
Tills the next morning, text you somethings, and you replied, the last 2 msg is really veryvery long and touching. So, i decided to letyougo.
I'm veryveryvery sad, and kepts on crying like wadthefucks? Just next morning, my mum asked me wad's with that pale white face and total red eyes -___-... How should i says?
Where's everyone when i needs them? i called them but none is free or not in or wad to pei me chat. And so, i really dont know wad to do.
This all is likes wadthefuck.
You said somethings that cannot be mend, somethings that cannot tell me..
And since we're both hurted real badly, why are you still with the same ideas? You said even if we brokeup, i'll still be in ur mind.
Why are you handling all these things till so ... liddat?
These few days i tired my best.. You said you woudnt let all these stupidd prob ends out relationship. But wad had changed your mind? Since that person tells you all those things? ...
Untills, nao, i still find i quite hard to accept the truth actually..
You're the first person whom i know how to write your whole full chinese's name. Cuase, i've been through quite numbers of relationship, and I'd never done all these before.
You forgotten all the promises we made?
Why is it the one who's backing up all those promises is you..
Sigh.
I miss the way i hold you hands.
I miss the way i clinged on you.
I miss the way you always wants to tickle me.
I miss the way i kissed you.
I miss the way i hugged you.
I miss the way when we hugged, your heartbeat..
I miss your face, your voice , your EVERY SINGLE THINGS.
There's alot of things we avent done yet..
Where's my piggyback? Alotalotalot of things.
But yet, We ended this way..
I nao really fet so, so, so fuck uncomfortable,
Among all the relationsip i've been through , i swear this is the most hurtful, painful one.
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Readers, i probably will be MIA-ing tills i get better, which is i dont really know when? Cuase, i wont feel like posting this few days.
I still will be online, and do, checks Tagboard often. So do tagg !

I'm nao Ohsofuckking miserable. I really hates this feelings.
Currently Im not going for any realationship, I'm currently Unavailable.
It might be very happy in the very first place, but you never know, when it ends, everything that used to be YOURS will be TOTALLY gone.. And you'll gone nutcase if the relationship is very strong.
I'm not joking or kidding or toking craps, I'm really SERIOUS.

Sigh, sch re-opens tomorrow. I dont even know whether i can sleep tonight. I really nao needs at least someone to comfort me.
I hates seeing all the teachers, the DMs faces of asking you especially they do mind your personal appearance alot! Like Pinning up your fringes, pulling down, longer your skirt, and everything like nerd! I'm not goonna do so. Zzz, Somemore, needs wake up early.
Everyone, bestofluck tomorrow!

..
I would gone
MIA ,
MIA,
MIA ..

Saturday

2010-01-02T12:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE (:
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Everyone's so happy with this starting of the brand new year, but I'm NOT. I want to be HAPPY, VERY VERY HAPPY , but i just ..
Sigh. I dont understand, wadthefuck is all these.
Please, dont let this affects you cann anottttt..
You're not the real JASPER GOH, you seems another person.
You said gave you somedays you'll changed back to your ownself.
I'm waiting.. Dont let that bothers you, why feeling so guilty? is your own choice..
I dont want to be unreasonable, i just want to be an understanding one...
.... My newyear mood is totally spoilt i guess.
No mood currently, dont feel like toking to anyone nao.
I felt so so , so, Zzzzzz. *SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*
I very not happy nao kz.
Sch is re-opening soon.
Sigh. Boyf, 4 more days.. ILY. ,
0612092132 (L) ? Sighsighsighsigh.
我不想看到你这个样子..

Thursday

2009-12-31T12:23:00.000-08:00

The last day of 2009! laugh. (:
Hah. Just changed blogskin and everything else.
Ive deleted plurk as i think is sucha troublesome! ):
This few days kida busy, lazy elaborate k. haha, this morning just chatted with him on fone onlyyyyyyyyyy. (L) . Sigh, tooka long time to cheer him up yesterday.
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Today morning, on computer and saw a Motherfucker doggy barking in my tagboard.
That dogs barked' you such a B I T C H'
Imposer _l_ Dont dare use real name instead use other people name.
Where not happy with me? Did i offended you anyway? Did you know me well? If you says so, think twice. I'm hate people like you, Sucha UNREASONABLE person came barking at people tagboard. Dont dare put real name ? LOLL, I guess you're the real humji kia. Trying not to act hum by not using real name, instead other ppl name, where that person s INNOCENT.
You fucker, put real name down _l_. Use other people's name uh? Why not your REAL name? Yor name is given by your parents! Be proud of it!

I'm telling you this COWARD here, DONT ANYHOW COME PEOPLE'S BLOG AND BARKS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS LIKE THAT. _l_ WANT BARK ? DONT BARK HERE, SCRAM OFF FARFAR FROM MY BLOG WHOEVER YOU'RE.

Laugh, i shouldnt waste around my time with you this Motherfucker, bloody doggy coward _l_
Guess you're just ill-bred, parents dint teach you manners. _l_ Fuckofffarfar i tell you.
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Byes peope, goiing out soon alrd.
Ciaoz. will update soon.

Friday.

2009-12-25T12:19:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISMAS PPL! X) (Bigbig size -_____-) I cant change the size due to some problem in blogger)
Where's my chrismas's presents? Heh XD

Haha. Lazy to post actually.
Wed, training as usual, after that , went to eat with teammates, then headed home at 8.30pm. Yesterday, bought alot alot alots things like mad only :/ ,
Queensway--Bugis--MarinaBay--Clementi.
Lazy to elaborate. Chatted with Dearest at night.
Hai, Monday got friendly again with BukitMerah at redhill there.
After that probably meeting Him(L). Hahahaa.

Sigh. Althought we dontknow wad will haoppens next time, hope can always like this.
Jealousy and somethings can easily kills me. Really, and this time, hope that i woundnt end up like last time. Hurted badly.
I, put my whole totally trust in you.
Sometimes, i really fucking hates myself..

Melovedieyoufucklots.
JGXW. (L) . Dontknowwhy i missing him like hell lots can die alrd.
Later goona text him le. Kbai.

Monday.

2009-12-21T13:56:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiez! Back posting nao X.X. Naoadays watching 海派甜心, so damn nice de. XD.
Back to my proper pst nao, rewind back to that friday, had match against QueeswaySec.
Played quite a number of sets, while plying, i damn sleepy, the eyes wann close liao -___-,
I swear i'm damn dead tired that day of waking up 6.20am and be there by 7.30. I only had 4hr plus of sleep. I cant really sleep that day. dont know why. AFfter that actually planned to find Dear, but he cannot make it, got to attends his friend'sbirthday. Then pei teammates go queensway shopping ctr. (L). after that took bus back to jurong tmrt there, we so dead tired , slept on our way there. -_________- .

Right nao very boring. Why havent Dear reply my msg? hmmmpshmmm, he training nao, i guess havent end. Chatted with him on phone yesterday night. Feels like chatting with him right nao. very bored. I need entertainments, entertainments, entertainments. ):

I'm drinking red bull nao. Hopefully made me more energetic, not tiring.
K, Bai. , back to my 海派甜心 le.

Tags reply:
To Brenda: Will de. Tyvm :)
TO Jasper: ^^ (L) I go tagtagtagtagtag back. Rofl.
To Ganqing: Hello, :)
To Izzaty: Linked! :)
To ChiaHweeShan: Haha! Hellos. Yeaps, i rmb, i rmb. :)
To Regine: Heh., heyyyyyyyy. :)

Thursday.

2009-12-17T12:46:00.000-08:00

Again people, i dont feel like posting. But, i dont want to leave this blog dead.

Monday, went to Ruki came my house, then went to 'dingdong' jiawei house.
Met lynn after that, headed to yewtee. Nothing, but waiting for Dear to come at the MRT there.
He came, and we went there slack, doing nothing. after alwhile, they all go away, leaving we 2 here. Hah, went toilet alwhile he go buy food, and saw Titus's mum. Wtfz? Returned back there, with him, then for alwhile, went back le. Z, tell you wad people, when i returned home, my happy joyous mood, was destroyed my my mother. i think she saw him, but dont know whether got saw me anot.
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Yesterday, training resumed. Realised mt stamina DEPROVED alot, alot and A.L.OT.S.
Is the worst training ever yesterday, physical. Dont know why i feel so exhausted like got asma liddate loh. Can kill people la, okayz. :/ Last time i not liddat de. During that 2 weeks holiday, i nvr exercise kayy, i'm lazy. This time, everyday, forced myself to do some physical. AT LEAST.
, Tomorrow, got friendly match at queensway there, after that still got training. A tiring day as supposed. -_____________________-.

My parents, are unreasonable. They're very different from you all, Nobody can understand. "Blahh, bahhh, blahh". I hate it, just hate it very much. You think i want?

Back to my horror movie, 凶魂, which i dont really thinks i shocking enough for me, 最好 is shockschock untils i die la. ): Not in a good mood. Kind of pissed by something, not relationship , frienship or watever. Entertainments any ? ):
Going text baby later on. ^^V.
Bye, readers! Realised i'm crapping alot. :X

Saturday.

2009-12-12T16:21:00.000-08:00

Addicted to you.

Decided not to went bugis, westmall with ruki thy all instead (:

Then saw jiawei and his frens over there too.

Tonight going titus house again.

Short post Buhbye! Anyway LYNNKOH, cheerup alrights? (: dont angry angry, sadsad uh, later got wrinkles woah. Haha :/

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Hmm, wonder wad baby doing? basketball? or he working with titus? Hmmhmm..

Goona text him alright! XD Hah. Monday meeting up with lynn and he coming here to find me. Hehs,

0612092132, Iloveyou, JasperGXW. (:

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Omfg, havent reply alots of tags, where should i began..? hmmhmmm..

Anw, i very lazy type out all wad you guys tag me, but will just be replying only. HAHA. :/

To Regine: Haha! Alright alright, will de. you too (:

To LYNNNNkoh's: Haha. Thanks uh, i'll Seeyou on monday! (: Lovesloves. XD

TO Jasper: Haha! You update often la, haha. Lovelove. ^^ (L)

To PASSER: Unity (:

Tuesday.

2009-12-08T15:47:00.000-08:00

I'm quite sick today, very uncomfortable. Flu+sore throat , hope not cough. ):

I miss dearly very much, JasperGoh . Later goona call him. Hah.
Actually not posting, but he wanted me to update my blog :< , so update a very short one lor. Hah, Met him only, 4th times? I wanna meet him again very soon. (: Hah, bye, i think i need some sleep. Very uncomfortable right now. (wanted to make this word size very big but blogger got abit problem) I miss him very much right now, D: ! Replying tags in my next post. Buh bye, back to my cosy bed! XD

0612092132 , Iloveyouh JGXW (:

Friday.

2009-12-04T10:57:00.000-08:00

Had i really fallen for you?
(Damn. I can't change it to bigger size. Blogger got problem?)

Let me start with my post. I should be rather a short post too. Don't feel like posting at all actually. Sighhhhh. Start with yesterday, i lazy elaborate few days ago la. D:! Well, yesterday, took the passport, and went bugis. Bought quite a number of things. Tube tops/dress, i'm getting quite bored of it. Wanted find otherrs. (: HOHO.
Later ruki coming my house. XD Haha, so dint go regine's house. Tomorrow perhaps? (: Heh.
This few days, i realised i have moodswings. Z.

JasperGohHohoho. This name is much more nicer for you right?Then your real full name horh ? XD hahaa.
Told you, i'll found your blog eventually. HAHA >:
Suchaa boringggg laaaaaa. Wanted to chat to that JasperGohHoHoHO right now. D:!
Go text him le.
Thats all. Wll be ending this short post here. Bye. (:

Zz, guess my moodswing coming soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Byees.

Saturday.

2009-11-28T16:51:00.000-08:00

Hello people. i'm back to posting again! (: So sad, no pictures to update, i guess it really makes my blog look so... urghh, haven't really got the time to search for another blogskin, i'm really getting very tired of this blogskin la. ): I guess this should be another short post.

Thursday, went to find xiejia they all then headed to stagmont, after that, red court. Celebrated jinrong, vannessa and gideon birhtday there! LOL. Kept playing with the cakes by smashing it no them LOLLLLL! Hahaa. Wanted to find ruiqiang out as i'm oh-so boring, but he sleeping. Piggg la he. Reached home around 6 plus, evening.

Friday, BBQ-ING! with titus they all, then jasper came too. At night, kept playing with them. Jasper went off at 9.45pm. after that, went out with family for supper which i'm so craving for it okayyyy hahaa. reached home at 12.30. Bathed, then text-ed with jasper.

Early next morning, text text text with jasper also, as i went out to sch buy books with parents. Texted with him till around 2 plus liddat, he damn funny de. Then went to sleep again. So tired la. woke up, here im sitting here. Sigh, training put down for 2 weeks.
Looking forward meeting up with minghui. Haha.
That's all, i'm lazy typing again. Going blog hoping untill veryy far already (: Haha.

Tag replies:
XieJia ;D: Yoooooos (: . Tag Tag ! Looking forward meeting u
To Xiejia ;D: Haha. Samesame. XD .
LYNNNNNkoh.'s♥: Wiffeyyy ! HAHA have Miss me mah ? Came to tag alr . HAHA . meet up soon,soon .
LYNNNNNNkoh.'s♥: Hellohh Wifeyy (: HAHA, yeah, See you tmr ! HOHOHO . hehe, ILY tooxz (: ♥ tagged btw (:
TO LYNNNNNkoh.'s♥: Haha.Of coz got la haha same ya ILY♥ loads!
Calvin;: Re-link.
TO Calvin: Sure.
Hannah: Hellos!!!Want go ut wif u,lynn,minghui,anna & annie ya???/Hahaha tagged btw(:
Hannah: Hellos!!!Hehe i'm bored so come tag you haha(:
TO Hannah: Haha. Sure(: but must tell me when leh, i need sort out the dates when i'm free (: Heheh.

Sunday.

2009-11-22T16:09:00.000-08:00

What hurts the most.
Hello readers! :P I'm back! Must have miss me right? haha :X !
Sigh, I'm yet thinking wad blogskin to change into. Any suggestion? I wanted to change it. I'm getting tired of this blogskin! ):
Well, dint really post last few days, i'm busy and somewhat busy okay. ):
Wont be elaborating wad i did all those few days ago. All was bout yesterday and today.
Coz i'm super duper urber LAZY okay. L..A..Z..Y. okay, stop crapping LimRuiHui and start with a proper post! :D !
Yesterday, met up with regine and mrt-ed and bused to titus house, firstl, went up her house then anna came find us. Wanted to put my bag at titus's house, so anna pei me. well, she's being scared by my grandma! Laughs. and BADLY! Haha. She was funny though. Then went back regine house, and then downstair to find titus they all. Slacked there till 7 plus.
Today, early morning, went for volleyball's extra training which is not compulsory. Haha! For juniors, me, minghui and anna turned out only! Haha. Trained, and lunch with them and seniors.
Right now, i'm veryvery tired okayyyyyz. Sigh, guess i'm soon getting some sleep already! Haha.
At night, going out again.
Thats all readers. Bye~ (L).

Andand, i'm really tired and lazy. wanted to sleep. Will be replying tags in the next post!
Bye readers. (L).

I know dwelling with the past, is no such use.
Gave up and forget everything.
No more. Just like that,
Time is the best medicine to cure it.

Sunday.

2009-11-15T15:53:00.000-08:00

I'm tired you know.

Hello peeps! I'm back now! Haha. Let me begin with a proper post now! Haha :}

Yesterday took bus to lot, interchange there to change for another bus to Titus house.

While waiting for bus near my house there, suddenely saw felicia! Haha. :} We both were rather shocked at seeing each other haha. She is going to town , working in a hotel.

Hah. reached there, with ruki, together went down to find titus and his fren, jasper.

Slacked down there , then to carpark , rooftop there. haha.

Then, titus went waiting for his fren, and jasper went off already. Went up to find Anna, (:

She just bath finished, and open her door, saw me. Laughs, scared her.

Unfortunately, we in the end dint make it to our 老地方, minghui dying her hair, and need alot of time, sad ): Haha.

Anyway , tonight, with ruki, going titus house stay, and most hopefully, will be meeting anna, and minghui at our 老地方 either tonight or tomorrow morning (: Heh.

Updating Yesterday (14/10) pictures now.

I hate this period of time now, so damn tired okay. That's all. Bye readers! :}

以前的回忆, 对你来说,都不重要了不是吗?

很想放弃, 可是又不知道这么, 真的很想...

-SCREAM- ^&*()^&*(%^&*() !

Saturday.

2009-11-14T12:44:00.000-08:00

You left me with nothing, but just a nightmare.
Hello, people! i'm back! :} I know for so long , never updating my blog already. Sorry! Was rather busy this few weeks okayyyy. AEveryday came back home late, dad's always snatching the com with me at night! Haha.

Here goes my busy week,

Tuesday (10/11)
Went Gym with teammates(L) , then lotone slacked , then to brenda house, Watched the Ailien M18 show unitll i slept on minghui's lap! Haha. I dont like that kind of show. Especially ailiens. None of my interest. Hahaa.

(Overdue pictures), i dint really taken properly! Haha. sorry for that.

Minghui standing beside.

Minghui took this picture for me not properly. Hah. I love the above doggy pillow. Hug it when i felt asleep there -.-! Wed(11/11)
Normal training as usual.

Thursday(12/10)

Went hougang again. After match, watched seniors played, then mrt-ed and bused back to lotone, slacked with teammates alwhile then back home around 7 plus.

Friday(13/10)

Before training, went to yewteepoint koufu to find XinYin and Petrina and their 2 frens. Normal training as usual.

Haha. Right now i'm here blogging all these. Going to titus house later, and then will be finding Minghui and Anna at our 老地方 again haha! :}

That's all bye.

有时候，我会想起以前我和你在一起的时候, Why am i so useless? When am i going to forget all these? Kept reminiscing back our times. My head is going to burst one day, i bet. Fuck it, i hate it.

Tag replies:

ANNA: Hey babe! our lao di fang!:D

To ANNA: haha. Ahnoh ahnoh! Haha seeyou there! (:

Hannah: Relink ya! Tagged btw!!!:) To Hannah: Haha. Relinked! (:

Xiejia: Yay! You did my quiz le^^. Tagggs (: , Yooooos, tag tag! looking forward in meeting u :D!

To Xiejia: Haha. Ya, same same ! ^^v

Lynn: WIFEY! Youh're relinked oh:D

To Lynn: Haha. Thanks ya ! (: (L)

XinYin: Hey Babe! I'm soo not going do the quiz i tell you! XD

To Xinyin: Haha. Same as me at first leh. Too long? lazy horh? Haha. i know, i know hah.

Carmen: Hello. Relink me! To Carmen: Sure ya. :}

Saturday.

2009-11-07T14:16:00.000-08:00

Everything was so screwed up.
Hello, everyone! :} I'm just not in the mood for posting, just to keepy my blog alive? Haha.
Tuesday, with teammates, mrt-ed and bused to hougang to support seniors.
Wednesday was so "..." , but yesterday's match was even.. everything was so, damn fuktards. We dissapointed our coach and seniors badly. Everyone was so damn down. Dont feel like talking bout it anymore. Just hopefully wished that our next match will be played better agaisnt Xinmin. On mon. ):
Yesterday, after training was going to find that 'NgRuiQiang' HAHAHA. :} but in the end dint make it. It was bout 6 plus evening liddat when i'm going find him, but his mum home le. So another time bah. Sigh. holiday's schedule almost fully packed. Very busy, trying to sought free dates out for LYNN♥ and the others. Hohooho :}
Next year, i'm far-not looking forward to it. Disasters, confirm, This year sucks load lots lots for me okayyyyz.
Anna and minghui, our 老地方 okayyyy. haha. i haven't forgotten.
As promised, will be doing Xiejia's Quiz, haha. :} ,

1 . Are you single or attached ?
-Single currently.
2 . Do you have a person you like ?
- Nope.
3 . What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
- LynnKoh! Haha, my dearest wifey! :P
4 . If the person you love & your mum dropped into the sea
, who will you save ?
-I'll jump in and join them too :}
5 . Have you ever hugged someone before ?
- Of course.
6 . Do you love your parents ?
- Of course.
7 . Will you hug the one you love ?
- Of course.
8 . Are you willing to do anything for your bf / gf ?
- Yes, i'll, except suicide and commiting crimes.
9 . Do you get jealous easily ?
- Yes, i'm a very sensitive person.
10 . Who is the last person that messaged you ?
-MingHui.
11 . Do you want babies in the future ?
- Depends.
12 . Do you prefer Macdonald , KFC ,
Long John Sliver , Burger King or coffee shop ?
- Macdonald.
13 . Do you sniff glue ?
- -Puke- , no.
14 . Do you smoke ?
- No.
15 . If your bf / gf is a 2-timer , what will you do ?
- Dump him , kill him and he'll get it from me. Mess with my feelings, i'll mess with your body.
16 . Which cca are you in now ?
- Volleyball :} (L)
17 . If you're rich , what'll you do ?
- Shopping mostly.
18 . If the one you're in love with , held your hand , what'll you do ?
- Held back, of cause.
19 . If the one you love , reject you , what'll you do ?
- I'll gave up. It cannot be forced. Why wasting over ur time for a guy who doesn't appreciate you?
20 . What is your favourite cartoon characters ?
- Mostly, Anime's characters.
21 . Friendship or Love ?
- Both.
22 . Cookie Monster or Elmo ?
- Elmo!
23 . Are you using a laptop or computer ?
- Computer.
24 . Do you like lollipop ?
- Yes.
25 . Do you have a diary ?
- Blog?
26 . There's an admirer of yours & he wont die heart , what'll you do ?
- That's a hard question. I'll treat him coldly and cruely untills he die heart?
27 . If you quarrel with your bf / gf and he/she wants to break
, what'll you do ?
- Depends on what's the problem. I'll probably suffers from depression. I hate this feeling the most.
28 . Are you blur ?
- Haha, quite. Sotong. :}
29 . If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be ?
- Light/dark red, brownwish?
30 . Who is the last person you chatted in msn ?
- RuiQiang.
31 . How many guys / gals have you beaten before ?
- None?
32 . If your bf / gf dont love you anymore , what'll you do ?
- I'll find out the reason and probably gets depression. I'm serious.
33 . Wat would you do if your parents plan to marry you
off to another person you dont love besides the person you love ?
- They dont understand us. I would rather run away from home.
34 . Is there someone you'd wait forever for ?
- Don't know.
35 . Do you ignore ppl when you're mad mad / upset with them ?
- Yes. Of course.
36 . Is the hard to make you smile ?
- Luagh. Sometime its quite hard. depends on which situation i've met.
37 . Are you starting to realise something ?
- Nope. So far nothing -blank face- ._____.
38 . Do you feel like there's something missing in your life ?
- Yes.. Sigh..
39 . Do you often feel like you're becoming someone you dont want to be ?
- Sometimes.
40 . Do you think relationships are hard ?
- Yes. Very..
41 . Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to ?
- Now, no.
42 . Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you ?
- I don know. Depends. Most probably.
43 . What was the last thing you laugh really hard at ?
- MINGHUI'S JOKES ! HAHAHAHAHA. (: !
44 . Do you get annoyed when you see someone you dont like ?
- Yes. I'll .
45 . Do you like to know the truth , no matter what ?
- Depends. Sometime, it might be really hurtful.
46 . Could you cry right now ?
- No, For ?
47 . Do you know if anyone likes you ?
- Now ? Frankly, i think yes..
48 . Do you miss anyone now ?
- ya.. ):
49 . Do you hope you can be someone else better than being yourself ?
- Sometimes.
50 . Is Money important or Happiness ?
- Happiness!
Namelist for doing this quiz :
-Hannah.
-Ruki.
-Lynn.
-Regine.
-Calvin.
-Petrina T.
-Yongwei.
-XinYin.
-XinHui.
Will be replying tags on my next post :} Sorry people! Bye all ! Going out soon :}

I'm still missing you. i can't forget you no matter how hard i try. I really hate this feeling. Why must you give it to me ?

Sunday.

2009-11-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

I cant do anything.
I'll try to forget everything. Those painful memories, just stop huanting me.

Neoprints with ruki. Iloveher loads. (L). Haha. Apologized. it's abit blur okay, haha. Yesterday, was outside the whole day. Went to lotone to meet ruki, and we both went up to arcade to find Jiawei. Then went Longjohn-behind mac slacked-back to arcade. can say arcade almost the whole time we spent there. Luagh. after that , trained and walk back home with them. Ruki came my house then ^^v. On the wy back, saw one bangala, and Jw kept disiao him. Lmao sial.

At night, went Titus house. HAHA. Then minghui and anna just lived a block ahead. Went to find them at the staircase there. HOHO. slacked alwhile, then me need go back already D: Sad, must meet again next tiem at our lao di fang again okayyy? :D Muahaaa. :}

Tomorrow, had extra training again. And wed is the competition! Probably will update after that. JIAYOUU GIRLS!
Luagh. Just a random short post. Sorry, readers :} !

Tag replies:

LYNNNNkoh.'s♥: WIFFEYYY, IMY tooxz, meetup really soon during holidays okay?ILY (:LYNNNNkoh.'s♥: Wifffeyyy, CHIIL okay ? Cherup, &. metup soon . Cheerup okay ? (: Me♥you(:

To LYNNNNkoh.'s: Heyhey, Wifeyyyy! Okay, when you free anyway? haha. Willll de (: I♥YOU.

XieJia ;D: Yooos , do my quiz ehs ^^XieJia ;D: Meet up , Weeh ~ . Ps , sot le LOLs (:

To Xiejia: Hahaa. Paiseh. Next post? :} Kept dragging :X haha. Meet up soon too. Free, call me :D

Carmen.: Cheerup . (: To Carmen: I'll (: ,

Calvin;: Re-link :0 To Calvin: OKayy. k.

Xinyin: Hey girl. Dont be upset over a loser like him. He's not worth, remember? He's a jerk. Big ass jerk. Alright? Smile (:

To Xinyin: Hello, hello :} haha. I know. I'll cheerupp de. You too kays? (:

han jun: hi hi, cheerup. To Hanjun. I'll (: ,

Ruki: All th best fo coming competition eh ^3^ . i will see yah tml ! (L)

To Ruki: Haha, okayyokayy. thanks ^^V. A very fun day with you yesterday ya. (L)

Hannah: Rui Hui OMG OMG!!!!i noe wat u wanted to tell mi,lol haha(: how did this happen?Good lucks!!! To Hannah: Lol ? Dont know ? haha. thanks.

brenda: Jia you ok??c u tomoro!! To Brenda: You too. Seeyou. Byebye :} ..

Thursday.

2009-10-29T16:32:00.000-07:00

Somethings when you lost, you cant get back anymore.

Minghui, me and anna (: while slacking in the swimming complex's toilet there while we dint swim. Thanks them loadddddds for cheering me up while me the pathetic fool, crying there.

Felt fucking sad. Wonders why should i drop tears for you? You know i'm sensitive, and couldn't take this kind of things. Hate you, fuck you.

Sigh. not in a really good mood now. Just heard from something from zhengjie, and as i expected, this day would come. Sigh. Behaving so emotionally at the swimming pool there. Felt bored. and we three slacked and sleeped there. Let me tell you ppppppllllll, i'm emotionally BADLY HURTED. Dont want to talk bout it anymore. I hates everything. Kept telling myself, is also not i cannot live without you right? so useless for wad? at least still have all my wonderful sisters whad? Wtfz-

Volleyball training yesterday, and tomorrow again (: Got to train veryvery hard.

Competition is just next wed, at hougang sport hall, against St Hildas. D: !

JIAYOUS girls! (:

Tomorrow is just the last day of sch. -YAY- CHEERS :} !

And, saturday, going out with ruki, jiawei and his fren. :}

Thats on. Lazy writting on. Heh. not going reply tags. In my next post then :} ! Seeya. (L)

Just gave me sometime, i'll be okay. I needs a longer time. Perhaps, the brand new me,

will be next year when i saw you again. I know, we're from the same stream, and MAYBE, had to see you days throughout the whole 5 years. Isn't it?

I aren't that useless. My wounds will recover.

Saturday.

2009-10-24T11:01:00.000-07:00

Love pills.

I miss you. I really hate all these terrible feelings. I know whadever i do, is impossible already.Trying my very best to let go..
Helloh peeps! I'm here back to posting. I'mm sure youh all miss me loads right? longlong never post alrd :X Joking. Hahaaa. This whole week, Exam's over, slacked alot. In class, chit chatting, playing pokercards all these. hahaa. Yesterday just get to see all my overall score. Although all past, not really satisfied me. ): Sigh. I wan BETTER :D Heh.Glad that my literature topped in class. Not boasting, but it really cheers me up a little.

Volleyball training started, as expected , it was tough indeed. Imagine a few weeks never train, and suddenely it resumed. Still needs a time to get used to it. Swimming lesson actually was really a hatred to me, but dont know why it was okay now. Funn (: ! Heh.

Probably staying in Titus house in the holiday.
Meet upp in the holiday soon Lynn♥ IMYYYYYYYY loads.
And, my bestie , Xiejiaaaaaaaaaaaa♥ ):

This part, i'm going to poured out all my feelings. For youh, slutty bitch -'-
Hahahaa, dont think we dont know what you're up to.
Commenting on people behind their back wont help. Especially, you loves to comment on people's relationship. Either they're suitable for each other, and blahblahblah your nasty comments. Who they want to be with? Need you care meh? Dog. Go find one la? i bet no one wants you. Haha. Luaghh. And stop ruining poeple's friendship. Gossip queen. I fucking hate youh. Lucky, youh're not a boyf snatcher, or youh'll know it. -'- This kind of people like youh, who had no friends dont need any sympathy.
Cause you totally DESERVE it. Serve you right.
Shut your fucking mouth and stop gossiping behind people'sback before you end up in hell, getting ur tongue cutted off. -'-

AND, stop interfering my life. Slutty lifeless dog -'-.

I really fucking hate her, wanted to slap her fucking guailan face -'-. *screamm*.
I know poeple win you, you not happy. Obviously. I'm going to win you in EVERYTHING.

Tag replies:

` JTWL.: Helloszxzc, Relinked ^^ Anyway cheerup yepps. (:
To 'JTWL.: Hahaa. Alright ^^
Germaine: Relink@ thtgaylov-e.blogspot.com Thanks.
To Germaine: Sure sure. ^3^ .
jingyun: chiobuh!! taqq!! hahahs.. link me.. thks!! xDD
To Jingyun: Haha. Okayokay. Youh also uh (: Thanks.
Melvyn(:: hiie...tagged link me @theboy-nxtdoor.blogspot.com
To Melvyn(: : Okayy. (:

Saturday.

2009-10-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

Numb myself.
I just want to, so that i couldn't feel all that fucking terrible feelings anymore.
Hello peeps! Here , back to posting again. OO: My blog is really going DEAD.
I'm veryveryvery lazy uh D: Got miss me uh? Hah :X
Thursday, i dint went for the class outing. Almost the whole class dint went too.
Cuase frankly, i don't really lik this class. Not united at all cuz of a few person.
Out of 42 ppl, only 6 attended the class outing. Hahh, funny isn't it ?.
After sch, met Lynn and trained to woodlands to find xj. (:
Yesterday, met regine, trained to bukit batok to find her stead and his friend, Kahhao.
Then go skatepark. They 2 cycle while we 2 walk till we leg pain. Wtfz.
Then after alwhile, we bused back to bukit batok int and trained and bused to find Titus.
He at Basketball court thr. Pei them slack till 7.30pm liddat then went back le. Went back to titus hse and after alwhile ruki they all came le. Hahh. Crapp-ed too much on that very day loh. They damnn funny dehh. (: Back at home at 11.30pm.

Sigh. Swimming lesson this tuesday morning. Wondering weather if i should go anot.
结束了.. RuiHui, don't think bout it alrd..
Sec 1 life really fuck me out. Alots of prob.
Yet, i'm still trying to be happy, bt in the inside, i'm not.
I'm really useless. Now on, just stop thinking of it.
Bt i guess it needs to take time to recover.. A longer one..
Hope not. 结束了结束了结束了结束了结束了结束了结束了..
Ending here. Bye.

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Hellohhs Wiffeyy(: Came to tag, HAAH, Yeah. After EOY uhh(: uh . HAHA, tagged, chiiobuh wiffeytagged, tagged, Tagged for my chiiobuh wiffey(: HAHAH, Goodluck for EOY, Studyhard &. Meetup real soon okay(:Wiffeyyyyy, -♥-♥- Goodluck for EOY okay !(: HAHA(:Btw, HAPPY FIFTH MONTH, ILOVEYOUH OKAY (: ♥Wiffeyyy, Cheerup okay? he's Just being so Dam fcktard alrights ;x Cheerup . No use being sad or pissed off by him . &. tags -♥s-
To Lynn: LOL, i'mma squeezing all ur tags tgt :X hahahaa. Alright alright. I'll de (:
Youh must also okayyyyy. Last longlong with him. (: (LLLLL) .

ANNA: Linked!:D
To ANNA: Thanks! (:

ganqing: hello good luck for your EOY Exam
TO Ganqing: Hahah. same same (:

*DARREN*: HElloo jie x3 how are you wors ? Takecares leh jiayous for ur EOY exam wors !! relink me ok bye love you jie x3
TO Darren: Hahhhh. Dii (L) Youhh also horh. Hahha. Relinked! Takecare Byebyee. x3 !

Hannah: Cheers up!(: knowing EYE might end,things might change by tat time so be happy(: good lucks for EYE
To Hannah: Hahha. Okayokayy. (:Youhh tooo! :D !
regine: cheer up (: dont be sad , concentrate on examintions 1st dont let tat acffect ur results k
To Regine: Hahhaa. will de (: Youh too. :D

Calvin ; Daughter: Cheer ups, don't cry over a Guy who doesn't even care about relationship.no point derhs, just like me, Stay happy everyday no matter what happen.Daddy will help you to everything. I WON'T LET YOU DOWN MY DEAR
To Calvin : Hahhhhaa. Okayokay.. Wont de.... (: Youh also. (: Thanks. :D
Serene: Hey Hey~ ruihui, relink me^^ takecares
To Serene: Hahha. sure (: Relinked !

XieJia ;D: Cheer up ! Gt anythingy , feel free to call me
TO Xiejia: Hahaa. okayokay. (:

Thanks to all the people trying to cheer me upp (: I'll be okay.

Friday.

2009-10-09T12:36:00.000-07:00

Down.Deeply.
Happy 5th month Anniversary to my Lynn♥ Wifeyyyyy. :D
Back to posting alrd. Today's chinese paper2 was quite easy.
Can say almost everything i read came out. hoho ^^v.
Went to find Lynn♥ after that mrt there. Saw Leon. MRT-ed to lotone.
Went to study there. Maths is the next paper. Maths, maths , maths.
Wtfz. my head going burst le la. D:
I don't fucking feel lik posting right now. Just that i don't want my blog to be DEAD.
Sigh sigh sigh.. Morning went to meet Regine and MinHui. Went to sch tgt.
I miss training. D:
Volleyball, volleyball , volleyball. Rocks my life.
And now is during EYE's period. my mind aren't FULLY in that.
And i'm just thinking bout holidays holidays holidays. EVERYTHING.
There's something i don't really understand. Youh're pouring cold water at me this week.
I even thought you really freaking sick , and plus EYE's period. Kept telling myself that its normal. Ohh, i'm so fucking-ignorance. Even helped you with ALL the things when you're absent. Kept hoping you to get well soon. EVERYTHING.
I guess i'm too naive. Said today you'll pei me. Bt in the end you dint tell me properly,
Out you went out of the class. I don't know whr you go. Fucktards.
I was lik an idolt. Yet you tok back at me.
Blah..blahh.. Everything went haywire.
Fuck it. Pissed off right now. Whad's the prob with you ?
Why hadn't you reply my msg ?
Somehow i felt that my blog is kind of boring. -.-. Somebody tell me. Should i put it as a private's blog or ?
Right now, aint going to reply the tags. Next post i'll be replying then. No mood.
Screw it.

Tuesday.

2009-09-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

Just got back home. Sigh. extremely tired.Just now, Chinese oral. Nothing much actually.
2 days ago, went to find titus.Went his house.
Thenwe both went find regine Muahaha.
Decided to ply volleyball actually. bt the ball no air D:
At last, we played badminton. Lmao. Hahhha.
Then titus played basketball with his frens , me and regine just sat there watch him.
We don't feel lik playing anymore. That was aorund 6-7pm liddat ? Then regine went back le .Lol, saw anna downstair. Haha :D
After that went ate.
then ahma hse? then home at 9.30pm.
Right now, going to upload some pictures le.

Luagh. this pic hard to see ehy ? i'mm standing right behind her wahha. (:

Haha. Regine.
K. That's all :D. I'e got nth much to do ):
All i know i was hungry right NOW. D:
Got to find something to eat alrd. 6:29 -.-.
k that's all. byebye. :D

Tag replies:
Xinyin: YO! (: heee, today had fun. Do it again someday!
To Xinyin: haha. Suresure :D !
LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: heyy, thanks for th tag Chiiobuh Wiffeyy HAHAHA ! Loves youh. Yeahs. Goodluck, StudyHard &. Meetup after tht !
LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Haha. Sure. of coz la. haha :D Youhh too. Study hard. :D . (L)
ANNA: Hey dear, we'll make you happy everyday;D Dont worry, be happy! x3
To Anna: Hello ! :D Hahha. Thanks. Youh too kays? :D Cheers ! Youh're linked hahs.
Xenia's,: Hello, good luck and mug hard for your eoy exams k.
To Xenia: Haha. okay okay. youh also horh! Jiayou! :D .
ziling: hello! u are linked! do link me to tys! (:
To Ziling: Haha. okaysz ! :D
Calvin: Blog Alive Again. Visit
To Calvin: Okay.

Tuesday.

2009-09-29T18:35:00.000-07:00

At last, we played badminton. Lmao. Hahhha. Then titus played basketball with his frens , me and regine just sat there watch him. We don't feel lik playing anymore. That was aorund 6-7pm liddat ? Then regine went back le , after that went ate. then ahma hse? then home at 9.30pm.

Right now, going to upload some pictures le.

Luagh. this pic hard to see ehy ? i'mm standing right behind her wahha. (:

Haha. Regine.

K. That's all :D. I'e got nth much to do ):

All i know i was hungry right NOW. D:

Got to find something to eat alrd. 6:29 -.-.

k that's all. byebye. :D

Tag replies:

Xinyin: YO! (: heee, today had fun. Do it again someday!

To Xinyin: haha. Suresure :D !

LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: heyy, thanks for th tag Chiiobuh Wiffeyy HAHAHA ! Loves youh. Yeahs. Goodluck, StudyHard &. Meetup after tht !

LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Haha. Sure. of coz la. haha :D Youhh too. Study hard. :D . (L)

ANNA: Hey dear, we'll make you happy everyday;D Dont worry, be happy! <3

To Anna: Hello! :D Hahha. Thanks ! :D Youhh too kays? Cheers! (L) Youh're linked !

Xenia's,: Hello, good luck and mug hard for your eoy exams k. :D

ToXenia: Hello! :D sure sure youh too horh! (:

ziling: hello! u are linked! do link me to tys! (:

To Ziling : Sure haha. :D

Calvin: Blog Alive Again. Visit

To Calvin. Okay.

Friday.

2009-09-25T17:03:00.000-07:00

Lightened up my days. Darkened up my days.
Hello readers. I'mma back posting alrd. Got miss me right ? Hahhhh. :X
Since after that ytd swimming lesson. I'm now seriously getting the sunburn's pain.
Here pain there pain lik hell la. D:
Forgotten to bring my sun block lotion. should bring next week. ):
Swimming lesson was rather fun ytd. Haha. After that, hannah went my home wait me put things, changed clothes and then go down to yewtee point to eat. Hah.
Saw Jiaqi, Yanlong , Jian Cong and Leon on our way there.
Today, as expected, Boring lesson for the day. Aww.. first 2 periods, english.
Follow by literature. then recess, maths followed by art. -yawnz-
I was fucking tired. don't know why. and , the sunburn is killing me. Luagh, half of the class too.
After sch, played volleyball at the ontop carpark there with Minghui, Calvin, Anna, Annie and xinyin. :D Hah. They would super funnyy that makes all my sadness goneeeeee.
They never fails to make me luagh.
They never fails to lightened up my days.
After that went yewteepoint eat. My Back and shoulders is really killing me uh.
At last, we all went back home le. Hahh. Saw Ruki and serene there.

If everyday would be liddat, wouldn't it be great?
NO more tears, no more sorrows, to more hates, no more worries, no more depressing, no more everything. In my own PERFECT lalaland.

That's all. Would be ending here.
Bye. God bless you readers :D

Tag replies:
Hannah: Hi Rui Hui.Gt blog liaozs,link mi at http://onceuponabroken-heartedworld12.blogspot.com.bye/ Bye(;
To Hannah: Luagh. Sure (:

Ruki: What the fish hahaha i thought that was ice-cream at 1st hahah
To Ruki: Hahha. Discusting right. How many times i viewed that sight, makes me want to puke la. Hahhahaha. :D

ganqing: hello ^^
To GanQing: Hello ! :D

LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Came to tag, for my little Chiiobuh Wiffeyyyyy ♥s. Loves. , Goodluck for EOY okay? After EOY, meet up ! Byes . HAHAHA TAGGGGGGGEd &. ILOVEYOUH♥
To LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Haha. Thanks uh. :D Youhh too horh. Must work hard. :D Meet upp soonnnnnnnnnn horh. Very long never gave youh the present le D: HAHA. ILOVEYOUH♥ Byebye. :D

Tuesday.

2009-09-22T17:53:00.000-07:00

别带走了所有的快乐.

Back to posting now.

Hahha. Realised my blog had been 'dead' quite alwhile. I'm seriously lazyy to update.

And now , just returned back home, had the time to for posting. Muahahah.

CCA standds down. As such, there's no training till EYE is over.. D:

Must jiayou for the coming EYE le lahhhh. D: Bt i guess i'm still in my own lalaland. :/

Ytd, went orchard till around 8 plus ? then came back.

Today? Sch is okay lahz haha. This few days quite alot of things happens.

But for 1 thing, i can be sure bout it. I made the right decision. I don't feel regret or anything liddat. Going with them is much much super urber happeir then you who always treat us lik a dog. Gossiping right ? Telling ppl so much things that aren't true. Had enough of you. There's some things you don't really understand in us. Goodbye.

Friends are not forever.

There's no true love.

Everything is fake.

Jialat. Mr tan, our maths cher walked out of the class. He don't want to teach us ald.

He had enough le. This class is driving him crazyy and really madd. And every remedial lesson had been cancelled alrd. .

After sch, went yeewtee point eat with calvin, hannah, minghui and annie (:

They were funnyyyyyy enough.

And we got really bored. went mixing around all the food Lmao.

Its really discusting.

here's vegetables, Salads, chicken wing, lemon? chili? somemore ?.

Hahhahha. We were 'mad' i guess.

Haha. Discusting right? :D

Then went slacking around. (:

Tmr probably after sch staying back with them. playing volleyball.

Sigh. And i hates swimming lesson. ): Every thursday. Screww it.

I don't really get it. Given you second chance, you don't treasure it. Admit that i'm really such a iginity fool. A total one. I'm blinded. That's it. I don't want to say anymore. Enough for everything.

I must be happy.I really must. Aren't going to shed a single for you this guy.

Tag replies.

Ruki: Godi didn know that u shoot a pic while we are playing majong . *salute ! Dun set as private yo . DX its troublesome for me to view your blog *bish!

To Ruki: Hahha. :X Alright alright (:

regine: sister !!!!nvr put me as ur beloved haha no la jkjk haha

REGINE: Sister !!! Here to tagged lovessss

To Regine: Hahha. Will de. Ps. Quite long never edit that column alrd. Almostr forgotten . Muahhahaha:X

Hannah: Tagged....haha we must buck up 2 go sec 2 & congrats on tat thing & stay cheerful kays?

To Hannah: Hahha. Alrights. Thanks :D You too.

Titus: Hey, last time what did u say about your friend??

To Titus: Lol. Told you alrd in msn le. :D

Wanah: Hey sweetheart ! Relink me up aites ? Stay cheerful & chio always , hehe ! Jiayou for your EYE ! Love ya !

To Wanah: Hello hellos. :D hah. Alright. you too okayyy ? (: Love yaws ! :D

hui xuan: taggies!!! jy for everyting:] all the best !

To huixuan: hahha. Thanks. You too kay? (:

LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: Came to tagged, my dear . dont think so much kxz? haha. LYNNNNNkoh.`s♥: wiffeyy. haha, yaloh. long time no chat alr. sure. youh too . feel free to call me(: haha . sure . Meet up, real sooooooon(:

ToLYNNNNNkoh.`s♥:Haha. okay okay ^^. Yalohz.Meet upp sooonnnnn hohhh. :D Takecare ! (:

Yongwei :D: Hellos . Please support my blogshop . The link is on my name. Thanks !

To Yongwei: Hahas. Sure (:

Xie Jia ;D: Tagggs (: . Any troubles , feel free to call me :} . Must go out after end of year exam ehs

To Xiejia: Hahha. Thanks uh. Youh too horh. :D. Meet upp soon! Seeyouuuuu! (L)

Saturday.

2009-09-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

The unbreakable promise.
Hellooooo people (: Me aren't going to post much for this post.
I'm lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
And i'm wondering whether i should put this blog as a private one anot.
Wed, had normal training again. Used to it hah.

Thursday, went to find hendrick as he had remedial lesson but i don't have.
Lol. Halfway , we thought we saw ruiqiang -.-. Bt his's not.
Carpark -> KFC-> Carpack->slacked-? Home.

Friday, training again. Somehow used to it. :D
Sometimes i wonder is this called 'holiday' ? . why do we ppl still needs to went back sch for sup ?
I don't think so. Sch is re-opening soon. And i'm totally , completely not looking forward to it.
Suckkkkkkkkks alots. Sigh. Retarded place.
LIfe is completely boring. Seriously.
Sorry. Aren't going to reply post. I'm very very lazyyyyyyyyyyy. ):
Would be replying on my next post! CYA.

ppl sometimes would make mistakes aren't they ?
You ppl don't even understand what am i thinking.
Becuz, no one ever understand me. They don't know..

Sunday.

2009-09-06T14:53:00.000-07:00

Ignorance can be deafeted.
Hello peeps. (: Here i'm posting again.
Hah. In my previous post, wrote that i'm staying up late with all my cousins and my parents relative playing majong. Luagh.
Were going to upload some pictures taken from ytd. (:
LOL. Here are my cousins, Ruki and Titus playing with the majong.

These is what i'd done. ._.

Titus suggested that he'd lik to form our names. (Me , Ruki and His.) And he done it. (:

LOL.

I love crappings and taking nothing-to-do pic, so that will kept my blog alived , at least.Not so dull and 'headaces' with lots of lots of words.

Hah. Tonight going bpp. Shag, tmr still have to went back sch for sup lesson.

I'd to buck upppp and promote to sec 2 ! Rofllll. Stop slacking and playing around everyday.

Will end here now. Byebye. :D

Saturday.

2009-09-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

Reminiscing.
Lmao. Here i'm , in my cousins hse blogging right now.
All i do was to eat, eat eat. Hahha. Frankly, i wouldn't even get fat at all.
But just increasing in my weight. Hahhha. Glad to have this ability (:
Parents and relative are now playing majong. -.-. I don't even know when they will finish.
right now 10.22PM. Still early isn't it? Hahh. Right now all my cousins were here (:

Ytd had volleyball's training and i'm really satisfied that i'm quite used to it. Jiayou Horhh! (:
Get back my results. I'm not happy with it at all. i failed history. The rest just quite above the passing marks onli. Wtfz. You Must buck up. EYE exams is coming alrdy.
I don't want to retained. Must revised alrdy. Study study study. Sigh. I guaii de horh. (:
Dreads going back to sch ): in the holiday.
Aren't holiday are supposed to be an 'enjoyable' real holiday for us? Instead as if still , needs return to sch too. Simply saying Really do hates this sucking term3. Miserable term.
Glad that its going to be over. (: And i really hates the way i'm living my life now.
My class? sch, retarded place.
AND, i especially HATES outsider to interfere my life -'-.
I'm an easily agigated/pissed off person.
And i really hates everything right now.
All i wishes now was to everything had a turn-out-right-well life.
Life still must go on isn't it? . Years after years.. Months after moths, weeks after weeks,
days after days, hours after hours, minutes tickering off, seconds after seconds.
Luagh. knew i'm crapping alots nowadays. HAHAH.
I'll end here now. Bye.

Tuesday.

2009-09-01T16:07:00.000-07:00

I've got to be strong without you.
Hellooo ppl (:
Yay! Cheers for blogger okay alrdy! ^^v hoho.
Will be rotting at home whole day i guess ): Hate this weather. Rainy day -.-
Yesterday, celebrate with classmates and teachers , Teachers' days O: .
I aren't really looking forward to this year teachers' day celebration in my "now" sch \ actually.
But i love last year alots load lots okay. ♥ .
And this year Sucks alots loads loads for me.
Boh bian.
Lynn♥ they all waited for me after sch outside my sch (: Heh.
Then went back to YTPS (: Missedd there alots. And i Missed Mr Amin too. Muchmuchmuch.
He's the best teacher ever horh! (:
Glad to see him there. :DD. Hah. Then went mac eat with they all, then went red court thr sclacked and played. Lmao. Sigh. Can say that last year is the best year i'd ever had.
Missed EVRYONE. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): .
Back home, Audi-ed with RuiQiang.
Boring right now. Guess today won't be going audi bah. Quite boring, and right now, no one to played with. Luagh.
Yayy, Lynn♥ Birthdayy is coming alrdy! But it falls on friday ):
I've gt training on THAT VERY DAY.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
that very day.
Phew. Got to stop all this. Luagh.
I'm just way-too nothing to do horh.
Ignore me , I'm mad a little bit. Hah.
Schh tommorrow again. Wtfz.
That's all. I'm stopping here now. Byes.
God bless you, Readers (:
-XOXO-

I really must be strong without you anymore.
At last , it ended lik this.
Although i seems happy on the outside, but inside, I aren't that strong.
Do whadever you lik. I don't care anymore.
Lastly, Goodbye.

Tag replies:
YenNing: Yo ruihui , How are you ?
To Yenning: Hello (: Lol. Sucks alots. ):

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Hellohh ! taggs . Cheerup yeahs !
ToLYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Wifeyy! (: Hah. will de.

Carmen.: Wow. The post referring to Calvin? Lmao. Relax. ~
Anyway, relink me. (:
To Carmen: Hah. Sure (:

brenda: PASSERBY: put yr real name la...if u r Calvin Tan,then put yr Big NAME can a not!!
To Brenda: Luagh. Relax.

regine: yea u too
To Regine: (:

Thursday.

2009-08-27T18:23:00.000-07:00

Longtime no post alrdy. Fuck it. Blogger still have prob and i can't change colours , fonts all that ):
alrdy 1 week.Lazy post actually hahs :X. Just to keep this blog alive and updated (: . Probably this will be a rather short post. Heh.
Today was rather happy. Something funny happens hahs.
Played volleyball during PE. Luagh, YanLong was super funny.
After sch, with brenda, MRT-ed to lotone. Slacked and eat thr, after that went up libary to study with brenda. Hah. We guaii de horh.. (: Hah, this few days kept sms-ing darren dii (L). He's funny too kk? (: Enjoys chatting with him alots. (L). Tmr have volleyball training. Physical again? Ohmy?. ): .
Must jiayou horh (:

Quite alots of unhappy things happens this few days. i don't want to talk bout. bt seems things are turning well now quite well (:

TROUBLEMAKER get lost. had enough of you alrdy. i already so good alrdy dint hurt youhr feelings and i dint really treat you that cruel as whad i treated to someone. You wan? i can. I'll make sure i'll be MORE DEEPER cruel to you. Don't everytime cry here cry there. Trying to show sympathy ehys?
I know this whole things that i'm blogging right now might be really cruel. But i care? i treat you well you don't treasure, and accused me of liying to you whad craps? GET OUT from my life. You're making everything SUCKS alots. you're making my life HELL for me. You mess it out. Everything.
Seriously. I don't care anything right now. i don't care. I don't know if whether you 'll past by reading my post, and if you really do. i'm sure you know 100% that you're the one i'm refering to.
So you know why alots ppl hates you and even youhr ex?. Do you know why?. its becuz youhr attitude. Let me tell you , just get out from my life. Youh're making everything MISERABLE for me.
I'm not the motherfucking girl you can control my life. EVERYTHING including my bestfrens.From february tills now. Enough is enough . and youh're putting all the Fukcing stupid blame to us. -'- .
I tell you , you're such a pain in neck. I don't want to care bout you anymroe. Netiher are we frens anymore. Since you don't want to treasure our frenship , why don't just let it end here?
Consider yourself lucky that i didn't really scold you lots and lots of vulgarities right at you.
All i'm saying comes from my bottom of my heart. GET LOST from my life.

I just don't want to have anything to do with you. ANYMORE.

To someone: .. I don't lik everyday in class, me looking at you and you looking at me.. ..
Felt so "..." .
I don't feel lik typing anymore.
That's all. will be ending here. Byes.

And lastly, to "koowei" someone who i don't even know nor offend him.
Yah. indeed i really hates flirter. I, me myself knows whether i, am a FLIRTER anot.
You've no rights to comments on me. Youh're also not related to me. Ohh, strangers that's all.
Do you know whad's flirter? . F.L.I.R.T.E.R . (: .
Besides, i don't even know who you're neither did i offend you.
And you're trying not to act hum and PROBABLY you're imposing someone name and giving a fake blog address. Just trying not to act hum. Although you put "bs" i typed "blogspot" and there's NO such blog. Think i stupid?. or probably you typed ronly? hahs. Do i care?.
And you thinks that i'm a fliter , and how do you know?. I don't even know you neither don't even know who the hell are you . You're not even from my class pls. I've no energy to type on anymore nor aruguing with you this kind of inmature, nothing-to-do person who keeps barking around other ppl blogs. Making comments. Unreasonable. Did i offend you ? Don't come here bark, want bark go other place.

I'm lazy typing on nor replying the tags. will be replying on my next post.
Will be going audi-ing now.
Byes.

Monday.

2009-08-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Sigh.Wanted to post picturess actually for this post.Assholleeee blogger got abit prob.
Cant make me upload pic. Blogging withuot pipc makes it all boring right?. D: cant change colour or watever. D: . Screw youh.
Wtfz , i just came back frm dentist.
was having tooth pain since ytd. And just right after sch at 2.10, was bout to eat with aisha they all. but gt a called frm mum that she had made an appointment alrdy, 3pm . WTFFFFFZZ horh?. without asking me, the first thing i do was to screammmm. I hates DENTIST the most. And i'm going for sure die. And she came and pull me there. From 3pm, ends at 4.30pm.Was really longlong :x . Sigh. I ate too much sweets cuasing tooth decay.
School as per-normal . boring lesson. Suckish people. But wad can i do?. cant do anything. just know i have to tahan lohh. Sighhhh.
I seriously hates it. I swear, it was really enough for me. Enough is enough. i dont wan care alrdy. Do whadever youh lik. I gave up.
Perhaps, i might not get the 100% good impression on some people. but that doesn't matters to me. i do whadever i can do. and live on my own. Came to realised that not really everyone has a really good, totally , completely, absoulutely PERFECT 100% of good attitudes, character and whadever that met my expectation.
There're certains stupidd things in my mind that i couldn't learnt to let go and face it.
All thanks greatly to youh. Just that my patience got a limit. ot else i would have ended up barking madly in a mental hospital now.
Kkkkkkkkkkz, i know i'm toking lots loads of craps. Screw youhhh peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

LOL. I'm think i'm starting to lik manga , animes all kinds of stuff. (: I'm goiing for that now. BYYEES.
Anyway , cheerup Lynn♥ horhhhh. (L).

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: HAHA, yeahs. meet up soon Btw, TCTC. recover soonxzx ehy Tagged .
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: LOL. ask him Stop spamming youhr tagboard lah horh . btw, tagged .
TO LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: LOL. okayokay. ^^v. Youh also cheerupp horhhhhhh. (:

Ruki: And and do take care . lucky you got mc DX *kick your ass
TO Ruki: Luaghh. Heh. Thanks (: I run first lah i tell youh. XP.

♥YONGWEI.: Hellos . tagg chiobu (: Stay prettaye . Loves, ♥.
TO ♥YONGWEI.: Hello (: Hahs, Thanks. Youh too kays Chiobu! Hahhs. Takecare!♥

♥YONGWEI.: Who is that, RuiHui? :XX
To♥YONGWEI: LOL. someone. :x
regine: ruihui im here to tagged
TO regine: Thanks (: will be tagging youh back.

Wednesday.

2009-08-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

Dint went sch today. Sicked ): fever.
LOL. cant believe i'm still here in front of the com,blogging right now.
Everyone should be in sch having D&T bout to recess le bahhs?.
Actually have training in the afternoon. Kind of missed it ): I wan played volleyball D:
Tommorrow should be returning to sch le bahs.
Yesterday, school as per normal, temperature taking , 37.8 -.-
Been called down to the auditorum to have 2nd temperature taking again.
37.6 . The people there siad i can go home , but i don't wan to.
Felt okay mah , get home also nothing do. So , went back to class.
Lessons , lessons, till around 12.30 . Been told to went home as my fever is getting worser.
And i've got headaches. -_________________________- .
Mum came fetched me , went to see doc. Went back home. Can say slping the whole day bahs.
thought i felt btr today should be returnning to sch.
But , i'm wrong .
Been woken up out of sudden , today in the morning around 5 plus.
Found that my head , whole body was boiling lik hell.
took temperature, OHHMYY , 38.9 . Wth?. took medicine and went back slping.
Now, i'm here feeling btr. Hehs.

I missed shopping withhh LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN♥.
Sighhhhh.
Met upp soon horhhhhh! ♥♥♥♥♥.

Sometimes, i just wished that i would slp, and never wake up.
I wanted to erase youh away from my mind, can i ?.
But i find it seriously hard. It really hurt me alots loads loads,
Now , i'm numb , my heart is dead. No longer the old me anymore. Just becuz of youh?.
Everyday , facing youh in the class, i really goiing MAD , MAD ,MAD, MAD, MAD !
Now, i don't know whether i hates youh or whad.
Youh know youh're driving me completely CRAZY. perhaps 1 day , i would ended up in the Mental Hospital.
!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*(.

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: YOH ! haha, thanks for th card haha, came to tag ! Tagged ! HAHA, Love yaw !LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Yoh ! came to tag my Dearest &. chiio-est Wiffey ! HAHA Tagged HAHA, TCTCxzxx tooxzx Me love yaw lots tooxzz kayys LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: woah woah woah . Cherrup ehy. Me trying to help youh . Cheerup . i dont think tht thing will ever happen lah . Tagged btw .
To LLYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Hehh. Welcomee (: . LOL. ♥♥♥♥ Will try de. :D . Takecarezx ! :D.
brenda: yo...suddenly the doll face go infront yr face then u noe...
To Brenda: LOL *luagh.
Hannah: I realli can't take his name in my face & seeing him makes mi so stressed & hurt especially when i see him or hear him but all of u say i so dumb by hiding from him but i'm so stressed & hurt i wanna do sumthing but i can't hlp myself neither can all of u hlp mi.Hannah: Rui Hui cheer up cos i dun want see u upset & p.s i dun think i'll tag ur blog again.Srys hope u won't be mad at mi kays?so srys......
TO Hannah: O.O. Cheerupp cheerupp lahs.. (:
minghui: hannah talking about who? if she dun lyk him then nothing to hide ma stupid haha :D hannah hurt....
should be annie hurt lor..?
TO minghui: LOL . How i know the whole thing?. Luagh.
bryan: hey doll how r u?cheer up...things wil get better^^
TO Bryan: Hahs. Thanks ^^v.
`♥ XiaoFEI.: GIRL GIRL ! :X CHEER UP
TO `♥ XiaoFEI.: LOL. alrights ^^V
Ruki: Rui , cheer up eh . dun want to see my cousin sad *nodnod ---> *gives cookies
To Ruki: LOL. orhhs Will de (: Heh.
Wanah: Hey sweetie , I'm so worried about you . Cheer up soon okay honey ? Miss you this 3 days . Smile always , love you !
TO Wanah: Hahhs. Suresure (: Youh too alrights?. Don't be too dissapointed ,we all know youh had done youhr best in the Basketball match . So cheerupp too! (: .

Saturday.

2009-08-08T16:06:00.000-07:00

Hopeless. That's the end.
I never felt so "......" in my life before never ever.
I'm so scared now.
Sorry readers, these few days dint managed to update my blog. So many things happens.
I'm so physically and emotionally hurted.
I felt so remoursful.
Looking aback, i felt that i'm actually quite cheap.
Shagshagshag.. i shouldn't had made that decision. Stupid. -'- .
Only told this things to 2 of my dearest-closest frens. aand no one else.
I hate it seriously.

True love?
Craps.
True Love doesn't even exist in this world.
I don't believe it at all .
Don't feel lik posting anymore . All i wanted to do now is to shut myself in the room and cried and cried.
I won't be replying tags for right now. it'll be replied probably next post.

Now i'm just wishing and waiting for my period to come.
Quite a long days from last month . Sigh.
BYEBYE.

Tuesday.

2009-08-04T18:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder whad the fuck is wrong with me?.
Am i another person ?.
I'm here blogging again. And i'm really wondering whether if i should changed my blogskin anot.
Sigh . Anyway, blog is supposed to to blogged out all our feelings rights?.
Well , ytd just out of calss for 15mins and this is considered 'discipline case' , playing truncy.
Wtf?.
Get standed with minghui and zhengjie outside the class alwhile and been tolded to wirte our names and he
will complained to our FT. -.-. Zzz.
Anywya , long story.
Was being called up with them during assembly in the hall time, cher nagged nagged nagged at us.
Then thy're still wondering whad punishment will we be getting.
Sigh. i'm still wondering. Detention?. CW0?. Called up parents.
I don't decide to let them know bout it, they'll sure killed me to death or either throwing me out of house.
My parents are DIFFERENT.
Even those small little things they'll be sreaming at they top of their lungs at us.
That's why. And she too over-......... Sigh.
I hates being a mummy-good-girl. -.- .
That why i hates it.
Today , was expected teacher will be nagging at the 3 of us tommrrow to the whole class ,
and nothing good will ever came out of her mouth , but supirsingly, she dint even mentioned it at all.
Today as too i expected weren't any good day for me TUESDAY.
Things dint turn out right as i expected for today.
Was rather upset. SADDED. Quite angry. I don't know why.
Told my mum that i wan to have a transfer, bt she wouldn't even let. Told her that seeing some of the faces
in this class making me wanna puke , Fed up , upset and blahblahblah.
She would even thought that i'm crapping some nonsences. Of course, every parents do think that, isn't it?.
I realised that's a brand new me. I weren't liddat in the past. And i'm sure promised to all of my friends that i wanted
to change it. Not my attitude towards them , bt my character.
I realised after losing him, everything was gone. My character changed that i mostly all of times,
Scolding lots and lots of vulgarites, and that's not the old me.
Easily pissed off, and thats not the old me.
Becoming more emotional with my feelings and thoughts, and that's not the old me.
Becoming sadded everyday , almost every moment and i finds it rather hard to simle,
Last time i used to be called a 'chatter-box' and luaghing off by my friends but now i'm changed ,
i'm not lik this anymore and that's not the old me.
I want it back.
Just 1 person, him and made me changed my whole life.
Stupidity, isn't it?.
Obviously.

As usual, after sch went ate lunch with theyall.
Then went to meet Lynn♥ as she wanna pass me sth . YAY ! LOL :X
A carebear. (: . Heh.
And i made her a card. I♥ her till lots lots lots kkkz ?. (:
Heheh . (: .
Then together went YT point alwhile. With brenda. and she.
Went in the 1 shop , and saw a doll whihc facinated me alot LOL! (LLLLL) !!.
A doll which head will moved. CUTE lohh , i wan it badly ):
Bt Lynn♥ and brenda felt scary as they looked into the doll face.
Frankly quite. but i don't know that i like it really much-much-much. (:
Wish that my bithday got somebody gave me that. LOL , no lahh. jk (: Thick skinned me. HAH . :X .
Then together bused back. While walking tgt with Lynn♥ then decides to go yenning's hse downstair slacked alwhile.
Then went back home le.
Thats all tommrrow still have training LOL. can play match alrdy (: .
Seeyouh all (: .

Tag replies:
brenda: u so bad...next time dun tok to u le....jkjk..cannot bcos of 1 grl n say dun lyk tok to girl ma...no fair!!!
brenda: i will remind u the fomation tomoro
TO Brenda: LOL . where gt loh . i said "some" Hahs :P .
LOLOL , alrights.
minghui: hello, teh neh neh hahas (:
minghui: cheer up cheer up hahahhas . :D
TO Minghui: Hahs. okays. Will de (: .
Ruki: wOOHOOOO theres nth wrong ,, getting along with males for than female !!! STYLE
To Ruki: LOL. yahh. agree. (: . Hahhhas.
YANLONG: TAGGS^^
To YanLong . Thanks. ^^v
GERMAINE: Hello, lols, your skin looks like my old one. Tags btw.(:
To Germaine: LOL. really?. hahas. Thanks (:
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Yoh ! oh w/e, wasnt in a really good mood this few days ._. ahhh, LOL . haha, came to tag
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: cheeruppppp .
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: YOH ! haha, thanks for th card haha, came to tag ! Tagged ! HAHA, Love yaw !
TO Lynn♥: Lol. Yahh lohs. Hahhhs. Welcomeee (: HAHA . Takecarezx !! (L)
`♥ XiaoFEI.: Daddy is here to CHEER YOU UP
TO`♥ XiaoFEIL LOL . hahs. Okayokays (:
Hannah: I hav nvr & wouldn't put u in a spot & put u 2 a choice between tat prob.I just say if u want frenz den go ahead but if u dun den dun frenz,it's ok & i'll nt hate u 4 tat choice u made cos this is upHannah: (follow from below)u nt mi so i'll nvr put u in a tight spot unitl u give up.But running away is nt gd 4 all so u must be brave & face up 2 tat prob so tat in future u can be stronger when u wannaHannah: (follow from below)be alone so Best of lucks!Hope u get my point * hope i wasn't 2o naggy here. (:
TO Hannha: LOL . luagh. no lahh. where gt loh ?. Hahhhas. youh too alrights?.
CHeerupp cheerupp anyway~ ^^v. Takecare !
♥ XieJia: Tagggs . I also get along wif guys better den gals wors , this kind is nt a b!tch de . The person who said that is 2pid de lahs x.x .
TO Xiejia; lOL . yahh loh . agreed. STUPID DE LOH -'- . Hahhhhhs. ^^V .
Vanessa Kong: Hu! Tagg.... love ou...
TO Vannessa Kong: HELLO (: . thanks ! ^v. long time nvr chat le lehh D:

Thursday.

2009-07-30T18:11:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthdayy Darren di (L) ! (: (LATE).
Lols. it was supposed to be yesterday, 29 July .___.

Hahha. Anyway, have alrdy texted him ! (: . I haven't forget . i so good (: Hahhas :X
Stay cute and cheerful okays?. LOVEE (L) .

Was relly boring right now. Sigh, i know tuesday and thursday werne't any good day for me.
Today SUCKS TILL THE CORE -'- .
I don't even know why. sometimes i wonders whad's happening to me.
Frankly, i got pissed off easily .
During chinese lesson. I almost cried. Suddenely makes me reminded of the past memories.
And everything right now. They're putting me on a spot. I'm right IN THE CENTRE. Fuck it -'-
And i'm not happy. Went to toilot , and almost tears dropping out , MinHui came -.-
Immediately wept off it. Then was chatting with him as i don't feel lik goiing back so fast ,
YanLong came, followed by teacher -.-. Lmao ? She pulled Yanlong away , and told me to go back also.
Sigh . Was really at my "down-est " moment.
Don't want to tok bout sch alrdy. Makes miie FUCKING PISSED OFF #$%^&*(^#$%^&*(! -'-
After sch , went mac with minghui , anna , brenda ,calvin and zhengjie.
Actually too , no mood, but minghui they all had cheered me upp. They was really funny nehhy !
Lughed till mad .______________.
Anyway , cheerupp minghui . (:
Tommrrow had training again. Wed training had the formation we need to rmb.
I got STM lehh youhh know D:
It was really damn freaking complicated .__. *blur*
Tommrrow , even if the training was too tough , i'd prepared alrdy. I'm not goiing to rest no matter
how sick i'm . I'm goiing to makes myself "Suffered" . Tht's one way to vent my anger on.
I don't care. All i know was tht this all stupiddd asshole" sch " situation was making me completely "MAD" .

Sorry ppl , i ownt be rpelying tags today. I don't feel lik posting anymore.
Sigh . Byebyes.

Tuesday.

2009-07-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

GOT PROB MEH? I GET ALONG WITH BOYS BETTER THAN GIRLS,DOES THAT MAKES ME A TOTAL BITCH?.
Sigh , got prob with this posting column again.
Can't change colour nor the sizez -.- .Stupiddddd. Sighhsighh.

Monday.
Monday turns out to be a really good day. I don't know why. Just lik it ^^v
Normal school day, but Yanlong changed seat infront me, chatted with him whole day lohs.
Kills my boredom easily , so that i own't be slping during lessons. (:
Kind of glad.
LOL , today , cher was extremely angry with all of us.
Leon was weird too. O:
After school , headed to mac with brenda they all again.
Then bused back home. Was really tired and slp for bout 2 hours.____.
Woke upp, Leon text-ed me. Chatted with him. And here goes the day.

Tuesday.
Woke up quite late,and was late for my CCMP lesson. *yawns*.
Borinq. Regretted coming.
Lessons started. -'- , Mrs Kumar received lots of complains frm different subs'cher saying that
He kepts toking to me and Zhengjie asked him to moved place. I'll defienetely slps.
And indeed.
but he still changed in the end LOL :X .
Chatchatchat, HATES LESSON.
Tommrrow have training again. ): ?
Currently msn-ing with Xiejia, "TANGGUO" (: and Hendrick.

I find it better to get along with guys rather then girls.(not all but some.)
I don't know why.
Does that makes me a completely BITCH?.
I don't agree.
I don't care whad others thinks bout me.
Cuz i'm just me.

Tag replies:

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: wah clever horh, Say i talk to youh on th phone, i horny horh. HAHA, but i know i'm funnehy :B haha , Taggggggged
TO LynnL LOL . *luaghh*. Hahhas :P .
Ruki: Hahahha XD almost give up for studies hhahaah no hope here hahah XD *high 5'
To RUki: Hahhhas XD. *High 5*
♥ XieJia: Yooos ! Tagggs ! If gt any problems , u can find me de :} . Im freee
TO Xiejia: Hahhhas. Suresure ^^v .
Shermaine: heyhey,chiobu ,www.xfashion-shopping.blogspot.com,selling hot tees yeah
TO Shermaine: LOL ,i'm not.__. . OkaysOkay. ^^v
Xinyin: Hello! (: haha i see my name in your post! XD
To XinYin: Hellohh! ^^v Hahhhas XD .
Carmen.: Haha. I try to.
TO Camrne: (:
leon: hellos
leon: tagged:)
Leon" HIHI (:
To Leon: Hellohh hellohh , Thanks (:
♥ Nasyitah: Helloyh ! Just blog-hopping .
TO Nasyitah: Hahhhas (:
ziling: hihi! juz pass by here nice blog skin (:
TO Ziling: Hahhas Thanks ^^v

Saturday .

2009-07-25T15:37:00.000-07:00

Back to posting haas ^^v .
Thanks ppl , for cheering me upp :D
I'm okay le :D
Haas ~
LOL . Lets strt off from hmms ? 2 days ago?
Was chatting with Lynn♥ on phone .
She suddenly become HORNY lohhh!. Told me some "things"" . LOL , no offence :X
Damnn funny de she (:
Yesterday , First 4 periods was the most boring fo the week .___. English and literature. Can sleep liao.
RuiQiang suddenly sms-ed me . then chatted with him to kills my boredom ? hahhas .
He funnyy de .
Recess , then maths ?
My place there , theb ig fan just up ahead of me and i was so damn- cold -.-
Yanlong sitted 2 seats infront of me , and so , changed place wif him. He said his there so hot , mine so "shuang" LOL *Luagh* .
So sitted infornt of him , helping him with his artwork by tracing , cuase bored mah , nothing do :B
Then art lesson , after school , training .
All turns out well . Minghui kept making me luaghing lik hell
Lmaos .
Then Darren di , sms-ed me . OO:
After training then reply lohs.
Dman shag during the traing loh D:
Gt physical as i expected .
Before training ends, running 8 rounds .__.
K, tht goonna kills me for sure.
Was extremely tired.

Later will be going out.
K, that's all , BYEBYEE~ (:

Tag replies:
brenda: must b happy got cca...
To Brenda : LOL okay.
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: cheeruppp. i also got training )': Sad . Haha. Btw, Yeahs . Meetup soon ! WO AI NI !
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: yoh Wiffey ! ahhh, so dam tired lah my training )'; _l_ lah )': haha, Tagged .
TO LYNNNNNN♥: lol . Is liddat de . Hahhas.
Samesame. ^^v . Seyouhhhhhhhhh! . *(L

XiaoFEI.: http://www.un-thruly.blogspot.com/
`♥ XiaoFEI.: Hellos, Tired after VolleyBall training eihs
`♥ XiaoFEI.: i mean you larhs
`♥ XiaoFEI.: Hellos, CHEER UP MY GIRL :XX
To`♥ XiaoFEI: LOL . of coz lahs . K .
Ruki: WOOHOOOO FINALLY U UPDATE ! =DDD HAHAHAH good luck for tml eh ^^! cheering for yah hahah
To Ruki: Hahhhas yuppsyuppps! Thanks ! ^^v. Youh too alrights ?. (:
Ganqing: hellos, Relink* me +) cheer up Ruihui ^^, Cos now its saturday
To GanQing: Lols , suresure ^^V .
Btw , last longlong horh, ^^v . Tc .

Terrence: Heyz Cousin! Don't be sad le lah. Time can't be rewinded, life must carry on. Even though you might feel that everything might be sucks now, but as time goes on, u'll get by. It will get better, andbetter. Perserve! U can do it de . =DD Take care!!
To Terrance: ^^v . okayokay , Hahhas .
Youh too alright ? 'O" Level coming liao horh? Jiiayous horh ! ^^v . Takecare takecare ! (:

Carmen.: Cheerup! LOL, i also want pon. Hah
To Carmen: Hahhas. Okay. will de.
Lols, but bo bian lohs D:

Thursday.

2009-07-23T17:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps(: !
Sorry for no posting these past few days , Internet gt prob lohs , including house phone. -.-
Then today , finnaly hao le ^^v .Anyway,
Sorry for all the vulgarities on last post :X .
Got lots and lots of things to say , but forgotten alrdy . Ps, can't change colour cuz of this "Posting" column gt some prob ? but at least still got my satisfacation, still can get to post ^^v .
Ytd , training started, and all turns out well.
But coach seems to be getting fiecer and fiecer .__.
Was really tired , do pt with xinyin , then after that , helped minghui .
I'm exhuasted.
today, have PE , LOL played ourself (: .
So played with brenda and the rest , volleyball . The ball so hard lahh , hit till my hand pain . D: Frankly saying, i'm too lazy to post. These few days ,got lots of things wanted to say , but i just can't remenber .
Only know tht my horoscope said that tuesday , is a worst bad day for me , as i'll be damn pissed off. Indeed -.-
And wed , Gt my history test paper,
Get 1/10 ??!! I was so shocked . wtf ?.
Why did i get so low ?. Then shouted to calvin lik hell , he dint even hear it ? Wth ?.
Then wanted to go over there tok to him, walk walk walk , got powder on the floor , accidentally almost falled down . How clumsy i'm . Assholleeeee, i was feeling damn embaraased. What a hilarious thing right ? .
Luagh* .
Fuck , i hate it seriously .
I hate it .
I hate it .
I wan back my last year ? can i ?
Just know that , sometimes i felt happy here,
Bt sometime i' not at all .
Just lik now .
I just don't lik it , i wan get thhe fuck out of here .
If only i could pon . Bt my parents don't even let. Cuase in the morning , they goonna work , they would everytime wake miie up.
I cant even pon. sigh .
If only time could rewinded , i really feels happy last year . EVERYDAY .
Unlikes now .

Sigh , tommrrow have training .
Why went i felt lik going ? it just don't let me go , as no training that time.
Why just when i don't feel lik then have ?
Tommrrow will be a tiring day for me .
For sure .
Sch sch sch , Training training till 6 plus .
5 to 6 hours ?.

LOL , just know that i felt kinda "werid" now .
.. . . hmms ?. Felt really "....." . Undescridable feelings .

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Haha, Cheerup ! youh also Dont need to Help me with Ehem le mah . LOL. haha , Sian lah ._.

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Yoh wiffey ! i'm online now ! haha . Ohreally ? whad she say ? ;x after seeing that card ? haha , Btw, ILY yaws ! D HAHA . TCTC <33

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Wiffeyyyyyy ! ONLINE &. UPDATE ! HAHA . mememe Miss youh )': Meetupp sooonnnn. Mememe Miss youh so much )'; HAHA . Love youh tooxzx ♥♥♥♥♥

LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Haha, here to tag . tagged .

TO Lynnnnnnnn ♥♥♥♥♥L LOLOL . okay okay , will try ^^V . Lols , she thought that it was from a guy -.- . Btw meet upp soon too kays ? ILYY lots ! ♥♥♥♥♥

brenda: i oso giddy lo

brenda: holiday resume???i tod is cca??

To Brenda; *cca .

♥: Hello. Just some random person, dont care me (: Well just some clean advice for you. Glad to know that you're trying to cheer up. Good luck for that.Try not to get into a relationship at such a young age, your stead might not even care about your feelings. A crush is okay, but dont go deeper.Stay friends! Go out in a group. Its better to start when you are much older and you know what true love is. Stay strong! I know you can do it. God bless <3

To ♥: Heyhey! Thanks for youhr advice ^^v .Agreed with youh . they cannot be tursted. Hahhas . Thanks (: , Good Luck too ! May God bless you :D ~

Ganqing: LING GANQING Was Here hahahahahahahahahaha, hello be happy (:

To Ganqing: Hahhhas ! okays okay will try ^^V .

Nasyz♥: Thanks for tagging , pretty ! Tc twoos (:

TO Nasyz♥: Hahhhas ^^V Tc !

Ruki: omfg! get your butt to online here an update ahhhhhhhh XD

To Ruki: Hahhhas okays okays ^^v

Friday.

2009-07-17T16:07:00.000-07:00

This world is so unfair to me.
Hellohh ppl (: .
I promised that i'll be cherful & i won't be sadd-ed nor angry anymore .

Cuase , why sould i care so much ?. That youh won't care anything bout me ?.
Finefine , I gave up. I want back the old cheerful me , not lik now .
Don't tok bout this anymore . LALAS ~ :B

just came back frm lotone . LOL . here its goes for today,
First 4 periods is the most borinq for the week.
English and Literature . -.- . HAHA , i kept told zhengjie alots of times alrdy every fri that
"I goonna slp again for this 4 periods -.-" .
Lmao . Last 2 periods of the day is Art . We'd digital art in the com lab :D .
HOHO~
After that , dismissed! (:

MRT-ed to lotone with brenda.
Ate at food junction , then headed to libraby waited for Lynn♥ (:
Lmaos . Her cher dismissed them so late , hold them back -.- .
While waiting , we do homeowrks first .
^^v Guaii horx ?.
She came liao , went buy ice-cream , then headed to rooftop garden ply.
Me and Brenda sitted on the so called "up-and-down swing" . Kept swinging till i DAMN giddy-.-.
Zzzz , seriously. She din't let go , she just kept swinging .___. . Wth , now back at home le still quite giddy .
Played played played , till we 2 giddy , accept for Lynn♥ .Lols . She super de :X
WAHAHAHHA ~
Tired alrdy , MRT-ed and walk back wif Lynn♥ Hehhees (:
Next week holiday resume le OO:

I don't want to talk bout yesterday.
I was so Fucked-up.

All i know i'm thirsty now ): . Tired&Giddy .____. .
Siii Brenda so fun untill won't stop swinging -.-.
I'm going get some drinks now *supps-supps* :D

(Edited)

Knn. I just hates spammers. Aren't they chilidish ?

Spammer from my class blog FUCK off lahhs. Nabehh _l_ .

Whoever youh are , youuh've no rights to comment bout our sch/class.

Cuz youh're just good-for-nothing , who just goes around barking here barking thr.

Dind't youh guys's parents teach youh basic manners? ILL-BRED .

Siam farfar lahhs. Knn. Want bark go other place bark don't come here _l_ .

Boh taiji, Humji kia , no life_l_ . Nobody offence youh , tell me lahh ? who offence youh ?.

Cheebye . I just hates/ desipse spammers. STFU and fuckoff frm my class blog. _l_.

Probably youh're not the real"wenshi" , put real name lahh ,

IMPOSER _l_

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Cheerup. No use Being Sad ehy . haha, CHEERUP ! Me will be there for youh forever !
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: LOL, haha, Here to TAG ! xD hoho, Cheerup. Trying to help youh. But he keep give attitude ._. stupid lah . haha, Tagged .
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: haha ? me ? whad bout me ? xD HAHAHHA, i'm acting blur ? xD haha , Sure lah . Just try loh.Btw, cheerupppp. HAHA, ILOVEYOUH tooxzzxxxz ♥♥♥♥♥♥
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: here to tag ! xD haha, tagged . heyyyyyyyys, ILY ♥♥, IMY tooxzxzx,♥ Cheerup ehy . xD
ToLYNNNNNNNNN``♥: Hahahahs Thanks ehhys (: ♥♥♥♥♥♥ILOVEYOUH lots ! :D .MUAHAHHAS .
Don't need help me le lahhs , hahs alot ppl also helped me , but no use. (: (L)

Wanah: Hey cheer up okays ? Don't think about it too much , you can find another guy , haha . Cheer up ! Will always be there for you , love you !
To Wanah: Hahhas Thanks yeahs . (: (L) . Nono , i don't want liao lahhs .

brenda: mummy....must b happy...like yr little miss chatter box!!
brenda: ah ma!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u!!!
To Brenda: LOLOL Hahhhhhas ! okayesys okays ^^v (LL)

ganqin: aiyo Ruihui Be Happy Smile more Good for health
To GanQin: Hahhhas Thanks Thanks (: . youh too!

xinhui: Relink
To Xinhui: Okays.

Petrina.: Heyhey Ruihuiiiii!!~~ Ask me cheerup you also need cheerup ok! [: Cheer cheer !! ^^V Sadsad very fast got wrinkles ahhhh. Cheerup! ^^
To Petrina.: Petrinaaaaaa!!~~ Hahhas. okays okays will de ^^v. Youhh too uhhh! (: !

wenjun: Hiiees ~ tagged! do tag my blog? ;D
To Wenjun: Suresure (: .

Ruki: *Ppeak peak !
TO Ruki: Rolf . ^^v

unknown: brenda's a *****
To Unknown: Youh're ? next time passed by put ur name.

Hannah: I saw tat person liaoz.anyways rui hui u must believe in wat i said kays & cheer up cos gt other ppl care abt u 2o other so must cheer up k?hope u enjoy ur weekend......
To Hannah: Hahhas , Okayesys okays ^^v will de. Youhh too uhh ! (: Seeyouhh!

Tuesday .

2009-07-14T03:32:00.000-07:00

LOST .
Youh're gone liddat and forever. I can't find back the old youh anymore .
I'm back to postinq alrdy .
Sorry ppl , becuz of audi , neglected my blog LOL .
Alts of things had happen and i don't wishes to talk more bout it.
Monday school per-normal , Tuesday ? today ? Same.
Supposed to have history test , bt Mrs ong kept tok tok tok Then no time liao WAHHA :X .
LOL , Mr Ho had been teaching us maths these 3 days , cuz mr tan bo come (:
His lessons damn interesting lohs . Bt today is his last day here .____. .
Mr tan is coming back tmr . Lawls . Me&Calvin was thinking that if he becomes our every Sub cher ,
Wouldn't it be really gd ?. MUAHAHAHHAH :X .
I guess i'm sot . Brainwashed -.- .
LOL . after school , had IT computer lessons . Wanna ponn but think don't better lohs .
Cher sure calls parents de , and i'll be killed badly. Wtfucks .
My mood was rather bad nowadays.
Ytd and today was weird to me , Cuase we lost 1 person to eat wif us every recess ,
and everytime . Seriously .
I'm goiing to spread out all my feelings now .
Wtfucks . I seriously hate it . Wthell happens to youh ?.
Breakups . Whatever .
I respect ur decision just becuz of youh wans a single life .
Hvae youh ever thinks bout mie ? how i feel ? Whads i wanns ?.
2 days when youh strted to changed , i din't gave up , i continue cheering youh , entertanining youh ,
Trying to find out whad hpns . But youh just wouldn't tell miie .
And i don't think anything hpns .
And in the end , this is whad i get . BULLSHYT .
Don't care mie ,is okay , but why must still neglected all my/our frens ?
Hannah ? Zhengjie? Calvin ?
Youh not onlii hutted miie deeply , bt also dissapointed them , as they treated youh as therir bestfrens .
I don't think they did anything wrong at all .
Why must youh be so unreasonable ?. WHy must youh do this to miie ?
Youh get whad youh want ?
Whad bout miie ? I don't want it anymore .
Cuz i don't believe that there's a 100% perfect guy for me ANYMORE .
I just don't understand why must youh do all this things to us .
Is till rmb everything youh did to me .
The time when my wallet , hanphone lost ,
Sth hpns between me&she* .
In the libary ,
And alots alots . I haven't forgotten .
Well i'm exhuasted . I'm tired Enough is enough . No more . Motherfuckers _l_ .

Thanks for all my frens trying to cheer miie upps (: ,
Bt just even a smile , i don't think i can .

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: tagged haha . Cheerup ehy &. last longgggg. LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: heyheyhey, Dont think so much le ehy. Cheerup. He's Changed into a new person ._. Just cheerup. Still Got me. Anything, Tell me ehy. i try my best to help youh . xD like whad youh did to me . haha .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Tagged &. CHEERUP ! ILOVEYOUH ! Dont sad anymore .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Just last long with him .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Cheerup. No use Being Sad ehy . haha, CHEERUP ! Me will be there for youh forever !
LYNNNNNNNNN``♥: LOL, haha, Here to TAG ! xD hoho, Cheerup. Trying to help youh. But he keep give attitude ._. stupid lah . haha, Tagged .
To LYNNNNN: LOL , okays okays (: , will try de . HAHA anyways , don't kept tok bout miie , youh lehh ?
Hahhhas , will try my best to help youh (: ILOVEYOUHHHHHH♥
Nasyz♥: Last long wit jian .. (:
ToNasyz♥:Hahhas thanks .(:
Carmen.: Passed by. Wow, your 'she hate' there, got alot middle finger sia.
To Carmen: LOL .
Hannah: Hey rui hui dun think 2o much abt it kays?dun let mi worry abt u 2 & dun worry anymore & enjoy ur ong long long days wif him kays?:D so anything can talk 2 mi abt it & if nid my hlp,i'll do my best:D
TO Hannah: LOls . okays okays thanks (: . Youhh too kays ? . Hahhas .
brenda: ah ma.....dun sad...later yr heart cannot take it...hahas jkjk .......tagged!!!!
brenda: cheer up ah ma.... mi n tai gong will b there for u when u nd a helpin ear or hand
brenda: mummy....must b happy...like yr little miss chatter box!!!
To Brenda: LOL nuer (: Hahhas . okays okays ^^v . Youh too kays ? Hahhas (: .
Ruki: CHEER , GIRL OR I EAT U ALIVE >=3
TO Ruki: LOL . okays okays will try , but i don't know ;X . MUAHAH (L) .

Sunday .

2009-07-12T16:02:00.000-07:00

你变了..
Where's the old youh?. Whathehell is with youh now ?.
Nomood . Sorry , taggs will be replied on my nxt post.
MIA-auding . Byebyes . .

Friday .

2009-07-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

I'm quite dissapointed with youh .
Lazy post. Sorry ppl for quite a number of days din't post le .
Frankly ,I'm too lazy . Ohhmyyy gt loads of taqqs to replied . D: .
Hmmm , This few days , same as thh last post :D .
Nth much lohs . During PE , ytd had captain balls's match wif 1/8 LOL !
I rmb one of th round , is wif austin MUAHAHAHHA !
Boyf♥ and yanlong pro lohs ~ Kept winning for us :D Same group as them :D . HOHO ! . (L)
Blahh blahh thr goes the days , ytd around 5 plus or 6, went audi wif Him♥ .
O: . Long time nvr go lers . WAHAHAH , deproved -.- .
Not toking bout ytd anymore , lesson per normal today , After sch , went for lunch wif boyf♥ .
Sadded , hannah come come along lahhs -.- . Lynn♥ coming wif us :D . while walking thr , saw Yanlong ,
Minhui they all. Thn ate le , back home le :D . LOL , saw cedric and xinhui again:D MUAHHAHAH .
Gt alot alot alots loads of things to post actually , LAZY .___." . Well , going audi soon after this post.
Hope i'm not addicted to it again.____. " i dunn wanna become an audi "freak" lahhs . D: .
LOL ohhyahhhh , I MISSES LYNNNNNNNN♥ ALOTS . HAHHA , I'mm goona help her matchmake wif
"Ehem" she liks . MUAHAHAHHA .XP .

Frankly , i'm quite dissapointed with youh today ..
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: HAHA , come i waiting for youh to kill me HAHA DD Muaahah . Must Let youh two have Er Ren Shi Jie Mahs . XD . Haha. tagged ! Last long with him ehy Of course . He Sibeh ' Tall ' Leys. XD
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: LOL , haha tagged ! nameless youh're ? wanna care so much for whad ? ._. At Least Write youhr BIGBIG name lah. LOL .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha , LOL . Tagged for youhh ! D (L)(L)
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Here to Tag ! haha . last long ehy . &. Thanks for Helping me with Ehem :B haha :p Thanks Yaws ! Haha . I Love youhs ! ♥`♥`♥`♥`♥ haha Tagged !
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: LOL , my blog th tagboarddead le ._.
To lynn: LOLOLOLOL ! Thanks yahh ,. :D .i'll sure help youh and ""ehem" matchmake de WAHAHHA , dun worry~ :DDD . LOL , see he strted wanting to get ur number liao . XD . Hahhaas . *Aisehh* XD .
nameless: who is that person that u love??
nameless: yr stead name issit jian cong?
To Nameless: Youh're? write name lahs ? why must youh care so much?
yan long: taggs:) hahas:D
To Yanlong: Hahhas thanks :DD !
♥.YONGWEI.: Hellos hellos . Tagged (:
TO YONGEI: hellohhs thanks (: !

Tuesday

2009-07-07T02:19:00.000-07:00

Tied together always , nvr let youh go .
I'mma back :D .
LOL . sch sch sch , SUCKS .
Recess ate wif Boyf♥ , hannah Zhengjie they all :D .
WAHAHHHAS , ate halfway , wanna vomit . I dunnohh why . Idolt D: .
Then boyf♥ bought drink , see miie liddat , thnn let miie drink :D .
Drink halfway , he helped miie drink finish , shareshare :D . hahhas . (L)
LOL .
Sch sch sch , after sch , went yew tee point ate wif Zhengjie , Hannah , calvini& baby♥
LOL , in the end calvin qtq ehhys , his father rushes him back home OOO: .
Lynn♥ come find miie :D . LOL , we all waited for her , thn went in , ate .
I couldn't finish lurh . i dunnohh why kept losing appetite nowadays -.-. Fucks !
LOLOL . Helped Him♥ to drink his chocolate drink HOHO ! (L) him♥ lots larhhs . ILY !
After tht , boyf♥ sended miie home everyone pangsehh us -.-. Lmao ? .
I wann kill youh larhhhs Lynn♥ D: .
Dunn wanna post so long ._____. Lazy D: .
Tmr gt health check OOO: .
Tht's all . Buaiis buuaiiis .
I miss youhh lots D: Iloveyouhhs , 050709 ♥ Forever&always .

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha ! Tagged heys , if he Bully youh arhs , tell me arhs ! (: haha , tagged /
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha , youh think got so easy one meh ? XD haha . tagged
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha , Last long ehys ! Can see youh both like each other one. Haha . LOL . Tagged ! Had fun eating Lunch wiih youh today XD. haha . i think i sot liao ._. haha . tagged
To LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥:LOL , saw him alrdy ehhys ? Hahhas , thanks thanks :D . (L) . Hahhas ,
Youhh also uhh , go find ur Mr right :DDDDD .
Ruki: Congraztulation desu hahahhahahaha
To Ruki: Hahhhhas , Thanks :D .
♥ XieJia ;D: Tagggs ;D . Everyone hates sch u know ? But haix , sch still must continue .
To Xiejia; LOL , Yarhhs D: . Bo biian DDD;.
♥死CalvinT "D: tagged !! DDDDD
♥死CalvinT "D: no need thanks me larhs DDDD just helping nia , last long long eihs
To Calvin: LOL thanks yarhh , ehhys cheer upp kays ? . :DDDDDDDDDDD .

Monday .

2009-07-06T02:40:00.000-07:00

Forever & always .
D: . Sch re-opens tmr .
Lawls . abit dun feel lik goiing back D: .
Wondering if tmr i shld enter thhe malay lesson anot .___ . .
Afraid tht i might not be able to wake up so early .
Well short post:D .LAZY~ BYEBYE . :D .
050709 ,10.07pm, baby iloveyouhhs . (L)
Last long long kays ?. :D .
LOL , all must thanks to calvin who helps miie alots :D .

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Hah i wanna go Out wiht youh on Monday , With youhr Ehem , _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lah hah . then i pangseh youh , let youh both be togetherxzxz , Muahahs tagged
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: :B Hah o.o , i dont wanna be Di San ze X;X; Hah . i not so evil one lah . i wont pangseh youh one lah :B see i so good :B
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: whad me ? :B - acting blur :X - Hah i help youh tell him , youh ehem LOL . hah . try, monday Tagged .
To Lynn♥: LOL -.- Lmaos ?. Dun pangsehh horx. youh verii bad lerhs ): . Hahhhaas .
brenda: tag jie...hu is tat person??
To Breada: LOL . Secret :X . ; lol , maii spamm lerhh .___________. .
♥ XENIA. :D: Heyyyyyyyy, Tagged. Tcs. :D
To Xenia: Hahhhas , thanks Tc too! :D .
♥.YONGWEI.: Hellos hellos , tagged :D
To Yongwei: Hellohhs ! thanks :B
♥死CalvinT "D: meii , tagged
♥死CalvinT "D: i will help you derhs
♥死CalvinT "D: meii , 050709 !! "D
To Calvin: LOLOLOL , All must thanks to youh lurh :D. Hahhhas .
Ruki: Ai sehhh Ai sehhh **
To Ruki: LOLOLOL . ^^v .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: haha ! Tagged heys , if he Bully youh arhs , tell me arhs ! (: haha , tagged /
To Lynnn: ROFL , Okays okays ^^v . (L) .

Ohhmyy , short post long tags OOOO: .

Friday .

2009-07-03T17:04:00.000-07:00

Should i? or should i not ?
I'm back :D .
Today sleepy lessons frm strting of the day till recess.
English and Literature -.- .
Literature the WORST! I dozed off for a few mins -.- .
Recess, ate wif Zhengjie , calvin, brenda, annie, wannah , jian Cong and Hannah. LOL . ^^V .
Same as ytd :D.
After recess is Maths , calvin went sitting beside miie , we're discussing bout "someone" .
He helped miie alots yarhhs ^^V . Thanks . :D
Dun wann tok bout sch le .
After tht , 12.30, went yewtee point eat . Miie, Hannah, Jiancong, Zhengjie and calvin .
LOL , Lynn♥ wann come find miie , thn its really inconvenience for her . In the end ?. She dint come le .
After eatinq , hannah and zhengjie went bck liao lers x.x.x.x.x.. LOL , why leave miie behind wif calvin and jiancong ehhys ? D: . Nvrminds . went YT park wif them . thn slack alwhile ?.
Decided to went bck home le . i was so dman tired ...-_____-.. .
LOL .. Calvin took bus . JiangCong wann send miie home .. LOL . so kind of him (: .
Tok tok tok till my hse downstair , he went away liao LOL . I dunnohh why feels lik ..
Staying longer ?. dun feel lik go home at all suddenly ): . reached home 3.30pm .

LOL. i still feels that ytd is much more fun . Seriously . ): .
Glad to know tht nxt week no swimming lessons during PE lesson MUAHAHAHHA :D .
I dun wanns swimming lessons . i wann Captain ball ^^V . Damnn funn .
Ytd , ytd just passed lik tht .. *signn* . Times faded away really fast .. D: .

I'm asking myself. am i happy wif the life i'm having now .. ? Or?

Should i? or should not ?
Youh sended miie home.. . . .
Confused.
Probably its my wishfull thinkings , it won't hpns at all .
Bt my feelings grew for youh everyday ?.
I'm thinking shld i gave up ?. Or not.. ?
I'm so tired .. Probably we remains as frens is the best? .
I shld hide my feelings ..

Tag replies:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: Hah 2nd piercing ! hah , tagged Yeahs , tmr might be meeting . but , stay happy
To Lynn♥LOL. Hahhhas youh too ! (L) .
YenNing,: lols
TO Yenning: Lols .

I'm bored .. I'm getting mad seriously . Nvrs thinks that i've gt feelings for him .
.____________." . I feels so foolish .
3 days holidays ? whads am i going to do.. ? i wanns go out :D .

Thursday

2009-07-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

HOHO! I'm back again :D !
Ytd nite , my stomach cramp too .. Ohhmyyyyy! :X . Pain larh -.- .Zzz .
Just my luck !
Today had a damn-fun day at sch (: . damn funnnn :DDD .
Well as due to my previous post , i was so dman pissed off and blog tht i hated this class seriously .
Well , not all onli a few? perhaps 3 or 4 ? _l_ . HAHHA (: .
Anyways , i dun gave a damn , and i dun wanna get involed in it .
just get on , and leave faster . Dunnid face them (: . Goodgood .
HAHA . get along very well wif the 2 Sec 2 guys which just transferred into our class .
Today, 1st lesson was hmm hmmm frm the strting of the day till recess was mrs kumar's period -.- .
Kept chatting wif YanLong and Hannah :D . Hahhas .
Thenthen recess, ate wif zhengjie, clavin , jian cong , hannah and annie . LOL :D .
Thyy damn funny lurhs . Thn zhengjie and calvin for nthh go treat miie ICE milo -OOO: .
I drank halfway , hannah reminded miie tht i cant drink cold for this period of times.
OhhMyyyy!
Forgotten -.- . Well , told them i cant drink , andand , wannah and jianCong helped miie finished LOL .
So kind of them :D. Hehes .
Then changed to PE , LOL , after recess which is chinese after tht 3 periods of PE ! Shiook ! (L) . ^^V .
Slacking periods :D .
During PE, Played captain ball lik MAD -&CRAZY . kept catching thhe balls . ^^V .
1 word FUNNNNNNNN . (: .
Today turns out well , unlike ytd . wtfucks . _l_ .
I'm bored now , O: , Lynnn tommrrow wan go 2nd piercing . O: .
Anyways, probably meeting her , and go eat :D .
WAHHAHAHAHHA . I wan EVERYDAY to be lik this , so funn and crazy HAHA ! :D .
I'm goiing off soon ! tmr still gt sch . dunnohh if i shld be happy or whads ?. Hahhas .

Tag replies:
♥ XieJia ;D: Cheer up !
TO Xiejia: lols , okays okays ^^V .
brenda: tagged!!
To Brenda: Thanks .
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: LOL , Cheerup ehy i also Miss yewteeprizxzzxxz D:
LYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ♥: youh miss mr amin ? i Miss kelvin , HAH . Tagged .(: .
To Lynn: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOL, okays ^^V . Samesame ): . ILYYYY ♥♥♥♥ ! HAH :D .